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loving u  @ 10:49 AM birthday dinner is at Spag =p YUMMY !!   
 more to be loaded !!! 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 ever since 20, i knew life wont be the same anymore.loving u  @ 4:29 AM21 yrs - messy
 22 yrs - new hope, new belief, new life
 23 yrs - juz started... yet i dun hav much gd feeling abt it
 
 i know
 i can be too much at times
 i can demanding at times
 i am selfish at times
 i am not careful with the feeling of ppl ard me
 i push blames
 i am too self-centered
 
 and i thot as my age adds on,
 the experience and knowings will improve me,
 will make me grow.
 
 apparently,
 i am not.
 
 i am disappointed in myself.
 ever since i am 20.
 
 e feeling is getting stronger
 as i dun see happy face anymore
 as i dun see sweet moments like previously anymore
 as i see more of ur stressful looks
 as i see more tears from u
 as i see cracks between us.
 
 it really hurts.
 
 and pls call me retarded
 as i really dun do mind reading
 as i really duno wat can i do to make us better.
 
 im guilty.
 i should be guilty.
 and i am guilty.
 
 of neglecting your needs
 of overseeing your desires
 of leaving u behind
 
 my love,
 pls
 shed no more tears for me
 
 it hurts deep down.
 
 can we work things out together?
 guide me tell me scold me direct me
 dun get lost in the mist,
 lets walk into the future together,
 hand-in-hand.
 
 
 im sickloving u  @ 8:49 PMim tired
 
 i wanna quit
 
 2 yrs of r'ship
 countless joyful memory
 continuously makin of new frenz
 
 yet
 politics
 stubborn ppl
 messy management
 
 i've had enough...
 
 should i?
 should i not?
 
 
 2007loving u  @ 11:56 PMchallenging year is gone!!!!
 
 2008
 a welcoming year is on!
 
 jobs r more or less settles...
 family members r satisfied..
 
 task left?
 to love my baby more
 to love her like there's no tml
 
 kekekeke
 
 LOVE U VERY STRONG!!!
 
 love u all~~
 
 
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