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{Tuesday, October 25, 2005 . everythg seem fizzy n dreamy}

sick.
skip sch n work today.
haven been at home for so many hours...
did my ug journal, took med, wnet into my dizzy land.
woke up for dinner, thx mei mei =]
took med now giddy again o.O

waking up bloody early tml to study COM


loving u @ 10:40 PM

{Monday, October 17, 2005 . FREEZE ME}

freeze me in ice.
protect me with ice.
shut me out from everythg out there.

::::::::::

cold-blooded.
let me be cold-blooded.
run my blood wif ice.
let me not be soft hearted.
make me tough.
kick aside whoever wan to come close to harm me.

::::::::::

pls, leave me.
u've done ur harm to me.
now leave me alone.
let me slp with peace at nite.


loving u @ 4:41 PM

{Saturday, October 15, 2005 . go down}


stairs tat lead me to nowhr... DOWN DOWN & DOWN

IM GOIN ALL E WAY DOWN...

not even e underworld welcomes me...


loving u @ 12:33 AM

{Friday, October 14, 2005 . some colours to kick tat dark side of mine aside}



well... im working my way to e above pic =] i mix-n-match 1 k *^-^*

erm.. recently, im using quite some colours in my txt. decided to brighten myself abit by doin so *smiLez* still tryin out.. lets see if there's changes in my mood these few days.

suddenly, i release i still hav a long list of adventures waiting for me out thr, n i feel im running out of time... HAHAHA kiddin *bleAhz* im ok, juz tat, i wont waste any time hesitating anymore *huggiez to all*


loving u @ 1:16 AM

{Wednesday, October 12, 2005 . veronica & MY zhu}



love of my life.

cry no more for me.

i love u.

zhu thx for being here, all e concern n care, i can really feel it deep down my heart. thx for acceptin me, for wat i am now. MUACKZ


loving u @ 11:58 PM

{Tuesday, October 04, 2005 . fair or unfair? life is fair, im telling u...}

1st of all, a big big squeezy huggie for CAT n JILL. u gals shd know y =]

nx, a big big thank you for mei mei, for ur shoulder tat i cried on. u pulled me up when im at e bottom.

LOVE U ALL SO MUCH!!


life is always fair, now tat i believe. u get wat u plant, be it gd or bad. one person's selfishness can lead to great consequences, of ownself n others (especially!!). watever it is, fact is fact, reality is reality. everyone moves on, life goes on. i also believe in kama, wat u receive is wat u did. path of life has long been settled by some1 up thr (whoever la hor =p), take it or leave it. juz when u think u're suffering from e worst, u r not. *smilez* there's always worse out thr, some hidden traps n hidden pain tat others r bearing. so, frm today onwards, stop complaining, start appreciating hw lucky u are, live on, bring lightness to others.


loving u @ 11:53 PM