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{Sunday, April 30, 2006 . mai chim nae jin ja sarang ee wat sor}

alarm set at 2pm
laze till5pm den wake up
nv get sick of u

had been to several "family sessions" these days
im really proud of u
2 more to go
i know we can make it

reach airport at 4am
touched down 10am in hk
start missin u right from e min i left ur arms

2weeks
being apart physically
will only make our love stronger
becos it secures e positions of each other in our hearts

day 1
and im already counting down for e date
when i can be in ur arms again


loving u @ 2:58 PM

{Friday, April 28, 2006 . i found u... after all detours...}

3 days
neither short nor long
yet is enough is turn my entire life

u pick me up from a mess
u show me a future
u hold me up, away from all odds

for the 1st ime
after e 4yrs past experience
i felt like settling down again

n becos of u
im loading down my past
im finally moving on
moving on with my true heart
moving on to a promising future with u

u r juz amazing *^.^*


loving u @ 4:36 PM

{Sunday, April 16, 2006 . i realise alot of thgs....}

body temperature hiking
headache worsening
no. of coughs increasing
immune system weakening

fever
im getting weaker
weaker than i used to be

huo gai ?
probably

3 calls n 2 msges
received 5 diff responses

thx for bringing me food n herbal tea
thx for offering to company me
thx for teahcing me to reduce my body temp
thx for callin to check me out even u r busy in wrk
n
thx for pushin me to some1 else,
instead of lending a hand.

appreciated.
really i do.


loving u @ 5:49 PM

{Friday, April 14, 2006 . loneliness tat served me right...}

e cigarette is burning
ring after ring
e smoke is rising
forming continuous white lines

pic of u is formin...
missin u...

standing right here waiting
rejectin all pamperness
emptiness setting in
fool i am

sm ppl may think this is
HUO GAI
ya mayb.. true...
but tat wat i wan..
loneliness...
a definite negative feeling
but tats all i hav for company rite now...

rest in peace...

i know..


loving u @ 2:06 AM

{Sunday, April 09, 2006 . stayin low but still sound}

perhaps
im too high-profile...
keepin low
shd be gd
till e rite moment is here


loving u @ 5:56 AM

{Monday, April 03, 2006 . little update, since nothing to do in sch...}


somehow...
it juz reminds me of u...
looks like u
after u bathed
=p

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wrking wrking wrking
trying to get myself numb
n im successful
=]
lets see hw long can my body last


loving u @ 10:18 AM

{Sunday, April 02, 2006 . for u}

a song for u
hw i wish u can listen to it


loving u @ 1:36 AM