lately, many ppl r toking abt "telling ur real feeling now, b4 u cant do so" ok i totally agree to this issue!! however, assumption is made here : receiver of ur msg do not giv odd reactions!!! these ODD REACTIONS include: avoid u like seeing a ghost lidat, reject u on e spot, simply says " oh..ok", n e worst --> act blur! to some, there is also no turn back once e words r out.. u may even lost tat fren of urs.. so how?? u cant keep tat as secret until e day u die nor u can guarantee an ans...

conclusion: BURST OUT UR FEELING NOW !!!! life is short man~~ u duno how long u can live.. tml or today maybe ur last day... CHOI~~ haha feeling regret is e worst u can get, so y wait? JUZ DO IT !!



-= daring for a dream may not promises fruitful outcome, but waiting definitely will not =-



dear : had a fun day out wif ya 2day, glad tat everything is going smoothly n steadily for us now =] dun worry so much abt ur family ya? i can always share half of ur load *^-^*

today's SJ flag day... greeted by a big disappointment by my members... those who r present im glad n thank their effort, those who r absent n avoids me... make me feel really down... all my hard work n kindness n anti-push up punishment attitude has goen down e drain... no1 appreciate me... nvm... i shall change den..

went to admiralty mrt station. so many SJ ppl there ah!!! den i found a spot at e traffic light there... CAUGHT alot of fish le!!! hahahhaaha got a heavy tin back!! *proud of myself* LALALA

was really happy tat jia zhu, yanni, azila n zhongwen help out... tng xun's present also brighten my day =] really thank u guys for ur support... take cab to hq.. so tired me n yn fall aslp in it... hahahaha its definitely memorable..

saw many z8 ppl there... like gathering lidat =] KAI XIN !! HAO KAI XIN !!! *eyes sparkling becos......*



-= frenship is e present tat SJ given me, n becos of these treasureZ, i'll not leave Sj =-

nothing new.. juz wanna share a small issue here..

19/08 : finally i am of some use after so many yrs in SJ!! was told there's a road accident outside my jc during my breaktime.. den i went out to see whether i can help ( only if i think i can manage.. hahaha) den i saw a car flipped upside down n a lorry parked aside. was told there's a casualty at e other end, so i cross e road n saw tat old man.. luckily, he juz got some cuts on his legs.. an auntie already helping him to clean e wounds.. seeing juz cuts, of cos i went forward to help *bleah* hahahaha den i discovered somemore wounds on his arms.. so e process carried on for abt 20 mins.. n JJC's 1st aid box is EMPTY !!! nothing good is in there... aarrgghhh.. ask some jj guy there help me clean those used stuff, den went back le...

realy feel great after tat... finally, my yrs in SJ is not wasted !! althot juz minor case.. but.. good experience =]



dear, no matter how many obstacles r in front, let's climb over together k.. know ur competition is coming, JIA YOU in ur training k! i know not much about ur game, hope my spiritual support is enough!! *muack*



-= love is not a pass time, but a form of energy & motivation =-

finally... im out of hosp... kenna food poisoning n fever for few days.. injections everyday n many huge tablets to swallow... is super torture to me as i cant swallow stuff... end up biting the med into pieces b4 swallowing e super bitter med... aaarrgghhh worse is, tv canot receive cable shows in here.... so boring... have no choice but to watch olympic... nvm.. e injections always make me giddy.. so fell aslp after each jab, n slp like gone unconscious lidat... *o*

had s break from sch, thurs is my returning day.. DIE AH !! more work r coming.. tests waiting for me to take.. aargghhh... WEI HE ~~~~




-= sickness make me realise e meaning of frenship =-

today sch half day onli... after tat, went to eat lunch wif my classmates.. den read 2 hrs non-stopt comic... dizzy ah~~~ *-* hahhaa but cheap le... $4/hr ^-^ but not many comics to choose from lor.. den went K-BOX, sang from 2pm to 7pm !!! wha... shout like mad lor~~~ we all came alive onli ard 4++ hahaha better late den never rite?? =] had a great time!!! took MANY MANY fotos... hahahha

wha.. sang alot of songs le... e lyrics r damn good lor... how i hope can copy all... haha nvm, nx tm go chiong k-box again!!



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after much struggling n nearly throwing my keyboard against e wall .... i got my old blog skin !! well, hope nothing faulty pop up again.. * cross finger * ok.. so hw r u guys? mom arrived on 31-07-04, gotta company her, kinda miss her since i last saw her 3 months ago =]

sian... flu for days liao, see doc liao worse, now + cough... aarrgghh~~~ then my "dearest" tcher ask me do at least 9 essays by nx thurs (12.07.04)lor !!! kill me suan le la !!!

kinda lazy these days... BUT i managed to wake up slightly earlier to make my own lunchbox to sch --- BUDGET ah !!!


-= love me ::: set me free =-