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{Friday, January 27, 2006 . hk = lonely..}

ANJING !!
BODOH!!
2pid faris B...
twist my left wrist...
it was so pain..
tears roll dwn my cheek..
make me so paiseh inside counter
T-T

dukan & dah saw me cry..
so scared..
hahaha
den i cdry my cheek insde kitchen..
ok liao..
*bleahz*
but it really hurts lo..

ok
its now 4am...
gotta rch airport by 0930
wakin up at 0800...
flyin bc kfor 5 days..
gotta miss e laughters n so many..
haiz...


thank you every1
for e presents
& e shower of love
im 21 now
i will make sure i live a bright life de !!
*hugz*


loving u @ 4:01 AM

{Tuesday, January 24, 2006 . BD 06}

happy birthday to me
*muackz* to ALL
thank you all of u...

ps. im a gd drinker, dun try to make me drunk,
very hard to lo.. lolxx


loving u @ 1:20 AM

{Thursday, January 19, 2006 . sch reopen!!!!}

ok so here it goes..
sch has started...
boring as usual..
txbks r fuckin expensive...
8 bks cost $500++
SIM thot my family print $ lidat..
lectures so far so gd..
onli fell aslp during UG..

i would say..
abit or rather a CHANGE in clicks
nowadays
ppl r split n form diff grps
sm ppl go over other grps
sm came over...
well...
not affecting me n my wifey n my little jilly
*^-^*

went shopping wif wifey 2day
she cldnt get anythg in mind
but i got an unexpected treasure
a white mickey top wif RED long sleeves
LOVELY !!!
gotta wear tat for bai nian...
goin bck hk frm 27 - 31 jan...
winter winter... i hate it..
but no choice.
dad:" u comin bck for CNY?"
me:" ah.. i wan wrk le...."
dad:" ok, den i com over lo!"
me:" ok... im comin bck....."
practically no choice...
wat a smart father i hav...

bo,
r'ship is a serious matter.
think 3 tms b4 u action.
if u r already into it, go all e way out
if u dun feel like deeper,
withdraw now b4 u cut him more deeply...
like wat i say,
no matter wat,
im here wif u.
*hugz*
love u


loving u @ 12:47 AM

{Saturday, January 07, 2006 . life goes on}

cat, jilly
thank you darling
i hav so much i wan to relief off my chest
yet i cant
for some...
for some other, i dun wish to..
not now at least...

been wrkin all day long lately..
not earning much
yet definitely less tm for my mind to wander meaninglessly
finally
tireness start to flow in...
bit by bit
drop by drop
yet i wun stop here
my mind is not stopping yet
so
wrking life carries on
till further notice

suddenly
i miss sch life..
i miss xiong...
i miss ber..
i miss lots n lots of stuff bck den
hw i wish i can turn bck e clock...


loving u @ 4:33 AM

{Wednesday, January 04, 2006 . 2006}

new yr
new beginning
i hope so


loving u @ 11:27 PM


fine
im not ms.perfect
im not ur ms.perfect
i seem 2 b e evilest in ur heart
i seem 2 b e most worth-nthg 1 in ur heart
i seem 2 b e ugliest character owner
i seem 2 b e heart slasher
i seem 2 b e bitchest woman
i seem 2 b e worst of all dark side

den stop contacting me

my 21st BD is comin
e mst significant yr of my life
e magicial number i consider of my life
e step whr i cross e line
e yr tat im mst concern abt
i plan e day with u

n thx
for ur comment of me
i guess e day is nt comin

if revenge is ur sole source of survival
gd luck n hav fun
i hope u enjoy e process

n if u cal ur life a suffering or stress
pls try mine
go thru wat im goin thru now
physically, emotionally.
pressure frm family,
sch, wrk, n my own health.

im nt startin another debate here
i juz wanna remain frenz wif u
if u feel uncomfortable
tell me
i shall leave ur life 4eva
bring u no mre slashing feeling
bring u no mre empty promises
bring u no mre pain

n if u still see me as a fren
pls
start treatin me like 1


loving u @ 3:39 AM


fine
im not ms.perfect
im not ur ms.perfect
i seem 2 b e evilest in ur heart
i seem 2 b e most worth-nthg 1 in ur heart
i seem 2 b e ugliest character owner
i seem 2 b e heart slasher
i seem 2 b e bitchest woman
i seem 2 b e worst of all dark side

den stop contacting me

my 21st BD is comin
e mst significant yr of my life
e magicial number i consider of my life
e step whr i cross e line
e yr tat im mst concern abt
i plan e day with u

n thx
for ur comment of me
i guess e day is nt comin

if revenge is ur sole source of survival
gd luck n hav fun
i hope u enjoy e process

n if u cal ur life a suffering or stress
pls try mine
go thru wat im goin thru now
physically, emotionally.
pressure frm family,
sch, wrk, n my own health.

im nt startin another debate here
i juz wanna remain frenz wif u
if u feel uncomfortable
tell me
i shall leave ur life 4eva
bring u no mre slashing feeling
bring u no mre empty promises
bring u no mre pain

n if u still see me as a fren
pls
start treatin me like 1


loving u @ 3:39 AM


fine
im not ms.perfect
im not ur ms.perfect
i seem 2 b e evilest in ur heart
i seem 2 b e most worth-nthg 1 in ur heart
i seem 2 b e ugliest character owner
i seem 2 b e heart slasher
i seem 2 b e bitchest woman
i seem 2 b e worst of all dark side

den stop contacting me

my 21st BD is comin
e mst significant yr of my life
e magicial number i consider of my life
e step whr i cross e line
e yr tat im mst concern abt
i plan e day with u

n thx
for ur comment of me
i guess e day is nt comin

if revenge is ur sole source of survival
gd luck n hav fun
i hope u enjoy e process

n if u cal ur life a suffering or stress
pls try mine
go thru wat im goin thru now
physically, emotionally.
pressure frm family,
sch, wrk, n my own health.

im nt startin another debate here
i juz wanna remain frenz wif u
if u feel uncomfortable
tell me
i shall leave ur life 4eva
bring u no mre slashing feeling
bring u no mre empty promises
bring u no mre pain

n if u still see me as a fren
pls
start treatin me like 1


loving u @ 3:39 AM