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{Monday, June 27, 2005 . sometimes LOVE juz ain't enough...}

a song of stef sun :<br>
I don't wanna lose you

I don't wanna use you

Just to have somebody by my side



And I don't wanna hate you

I don't wanna take you

But I don't wanna be the one to cry



That don't really matter to anyone anymore

But like a fool I keep losing my place

And I keep seeing you walk through that door



?But there's a danger in loving somebody too much

?And it's sad when you know

?it's your heart you can't trust

?There's a reason why people

?don't stay where they are

?Baby sometimes love just ain't enough?



Now I could never change you

I don't wanna blame you

Baby you don't have to take the fall



Yes I may have hurt you

But I did not desert you

Maybe I just want to have it all



It makes a sound like thunder

It makes me feel like rain

And like a fool who will never see the truth

I keep thinking something's gonna change



And there's no way home

When it's late at night and you're all alone

Are there things that you wanted to say

Do you feel me beside you in your bed

There beside you where I used to lay



And there's a Danger in Loving somebody too much

And it's sad when you know

it's your heart they can't touch

There's a reason why people

don't stay who they are

Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Baby sometimes love just ain't enough


loving u @ 2:13 PM

{Tuesday, June 21, 2005 . finally... here i am...}

maybe kl is right.

continuous search, restlessly search of LOVE, do not work.

im really tired... since e cut back then, im been trying too hard to look for my "LOVE". trying to prove tat i still hav market? or too desperate for love? i duno.. or maybe both..

time to stop all these nonsense.

im exhausted inside out. n im looking older, damn.
i've been toking all e while, but can i really follow wat i said? tat is the challenge.


all i wan, are strong n board shoulders for me to cry on.


loving u @ 8:12 PM

{Sunday, June 12, 2005 . feverish hot}

i duno wat happen to me. i worked from 3pm to 3am on fri -__-

then 6pm to 3am on thurs n sat. den im down with fever n sore throat now.

drag my burning body back home at 4 ++ am, bathed, swallowed panadol. dropped dead on bed at 5am.

a touching sun, kl came in n check my temp several times, mei cooked lunch, dinner n barley drink for me - the patient. feel so sick... so dizzy... so hot... so headache....

time for a nap....


loving u @ 5:46 PM