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{Friday, September 29, 2006 . a wakening msg to all}

an acquintance of mine juz left
i hope he is resting in peace now

his sudden departure makes me realise
life is full of unexpected events
1 min ur here
nx min ur gone
well... i nv know life can b so fragile
until its so near me.

i always believe tat
Regret after u do smthg,
but NV Regret becos u nv do it.

JUS DO IT
dun care wat ppl say
dun care wat pride or watever shit..
but of cos e turnout wont harm any innocent souls.

baby
pls i plead u,
ride wif extra care.
u promised tat u'll take care of me for e rest of our life.
so... I DUN CARE !!
=p
n pls,
be more confident of our r/s,
i know it may not be "approven" by all
i know it will somehow create disagreements between us & our families
but im sure we can overcome all these small obstacles
trust me,
juz like how i hav trusted u &
juz like how i hav put trust in our r/s.

loving u more & more....

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cat:
still got skip sch ?
muz guai guai go sch k...
n hows screamist?
help me te her i REALLY miss her screams now...


loving u @ 12:36 AM

{Wednesday, September 27, 2006 . an encouraging movie}


Nice movie =]
talkin abt a married lady, switching to becom a lesbian,
juz after she released she fell in love wif a gal,
e florist tat was paid to decorate her wedding event.

a rather logical movie.
it shows how she struggle to face tat nv-happen-b4 feeling,
it shows how she tried to save e marriage,
it shows how she made e final decision.

sweet movie.
when e husband knew abt it,
he let go, for her happiness.
her dad simply said " FOLLOW UR HEART "
her parents even drove her to look for tat florist.

how i wish...
how i wish this could happen to me..
i dun need my parents to send me to look for my gf,
all i need is an encouraging word,
or juz a simple blessing for me n my gal....

well..
im praying...
im praying real hard.
but i believe in myself more.
i believe my gal n i could work out smthg,
to make ppl around us believe,
tat we can have a bright future, as one.

*Love u so much Baby*


loving u @ 12:52 AM

{Thursday, September 21, 2006 . study study + food food}

test after test
challenge after challenge

if it wasnt u,
i couldnt have done it

dumpling + maggie mee
mushroom soup + cripsy bread
kit kat fruit choco
pure original flavor YAKULT
sugarless Oo Long Tea
strawberry choco

together with
ur sweet little touch
ur sudden but juz-in-time massage
ur ever flowing LOVE

im hanging on
promised to u
i will n i am studying hard

not to let u down,
n for a better future for us *^-^*

thank you so much baby
love u...

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bo,
dun take ur parents' words to heart k
=]
focus on ur studies now
im sure
giv them some time,
they will understand.
*hugz*


loving u @ 5:09 PM

{Wednesday, September 20, 2006 . struggling to breathe}

stressed
i am
superly stressed

2months training
been squeezed into
2weeks
im no god
im no superwoman
im juz a normal gal
who wish for more..
who dare for more..

pls
giv me a break


loving u @ 11:10 AM

{Tuesday, September 12, 2006 . being over-confident or under-estimating myself}

2 tests every week,
on tue & wed , or thurs & fri.
essays
assignments
all due within a week.

training in workplace
stupid me
clumsy me
blur-ish me
pressured to go bck ASAP
certifying after being trained 15+ days

finding a place move
working within my limited budget
try to get it done latest by year end

i thot i was superwoman
now i dun think i am

tried...
tired.......
forcing myself to try harder...


loving u @ 2:06 PM