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prelims finally... anyway... didn't spend much time on it... =p now tat its over... means tat A is coming... aarrgghhh... sianz... having mood swing lately... i duno... sorry to all surrounding me... u lot gotta tahan me for awhile... i also duno y i am like this... tell me..... aaarrgghh... --= e world is ever changing, everything n everyone, but, i dun care... i dun wanna care a single damn thing =--

duno wat luck am i havin lately... com like going to spoil lidat... always malfunction 1... den hp e keypad also siao siao de.... face got so many pimples... luckily, my lovely piggy pamper me... let me scold, let me hit, let me box, let me pinch... LOLx =p prelim is going to be over... yet i dun think im ready for A, nor i've done really hard for prelim... i duno... suddenly juz kinda scare of facing e unknown n decision-making future... e thot of going overseas hit me quite often these days... but am i emotionally ready ?? dun think so... had found my emotion supportS ( yes i hav a few !! ) here... cant bring over, nor intend to hunt for new 1... -= watever u hav now, maybe no longer be urs in future, so, treasure them now =-

was having a little about FUTURE PATH wif my neighbour yday... he's from hk too, done wif his NS, now studying in NTU... we r toking about whether go back to hk anot... this makes me sit down n really consider my future path... 1) study U in spore 2) study U in hk ( i dunwan... being watch closely by dad....) 3) study U overseas ( very the EX lor...) i duno.... i wanna study in spore, cos i really cant bear leaving my frenz n sistas n my beloved pig... but spore dunhav wat i wan... i wan to get into e hotel industry ( hotel management in specific ) , but spore U dun offer... haiz... HK has, somemore is offered by e very U tat my dad is working for... tat means i'll be WATCHED VERY CLOSELY by him everyday !!!! T-T den if i go overseas, $$$ is a veri big issue n my standard can nv get a scholarship.... moreover, i hate e feeling of starting-all-over-again lor !!! hk, im definitely going back, for all my family members r thr... esp my parents... but.. i juz wanna drag longer.... =p -= e more u wanna forget, e more u'll remember =-

woke up wif dismay... aunt scold me early in morning.. say i woke up so late.... den when i tell her not comin back for dinner, she screamed at me!! aarrgghhh... den start shouting orders to me : wash dishes, wash clothes, dry n hang clothes, wash dishes after i return even im not back for dinner..... den when i was changing my bed cover in my room, she purposely shout in e living room, " if she comtinues to go out lidat, im not applying for maid anymore!! see who suffer!! " so childish la.... -_- i ignore her, after they all go out to send my cousin to tuition, i went out liao... HECK AH !! went out wif my lovely pig later... walk walk den eat kfc.. crap alot.. laming each other wif not-funny jokes... hahahaha he bought a pair of new shoes n he bought me a hp accessory --> a tail of FUR!! ( hu li mao??) LOLXX -= follow ur heart n dun regret , hate suffering from disease of ZAO ZHI DAO..... =-

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1st day of prelim.... mind was blank in e hall.. gp still ok la.. cant demand much from this ang mo canot make it de wo.. den ECON !! oh no.. 3 qns, onli know 2n 1/2.. si liao la.... anyway.. finally over le... now still got other papers to hang on... aaarrgghhh... due to my work as maid at home, 1 of my fren gave me a maid name : KARINA -_- well, thx hor.... take care all ~~ - = an angel wif a pair of broken wings.. can no longer be regarded as an angel anymore... ta.. yi bian chen yi ge fen ren le... = -

got my blog UPDATED !!! YEAH!! hahaha didn't change much le.. same black n red stuff.. but more colours this tm =] aunt has fired e ex-maid last week, send her back on last sun.. i've been e maid since then... mop floor, wash clothes, dry them fold them, wash all dishes, clean toilet... aarrgghh~~ aunt been looking for new 1, planning to reach spore on 14.09.04, den BAD NEWS !!! tat gal ran away wif her BF back in phillipines!!!! AARRGGHH!!! another week of maid for me!!!! T-T omg.... y am i so lucky ah??? tml is AGI ( annual general inspection for SJ), but prelim starts on 14... grounded by aunt~~ I WAN TO GO !! i wan i wan i wan!!! *sobz* *sobz* -= when its time to wake up, dun linger, it'll not bring any pleasure =-

well... i did it... i tried my best.. i played my part... disappointed? relieve? i duno.. difficulty working 2gether in future? nope! we r still frenz mah =] -= results r important, but e 1st step towards e search for ans is more important =- an aqua soul wrote : its alrite to cry from pain and bleeding when we fall, but when the pain is gone and the blood has clogged its time to sweep our butts and get moving with the wound a scar might remain, yet again there might not be one. well tats not up to us to decide. we juz keep moving on....

OP bazaar !! went back to OP wif ber n chin yday.. saw quite a number of ex classmates n pals back there *HAPPY* standing in e middle of e parade square, talking n dancing (?) wif my gang of frenz, e feeling is really memorable !! took quite lots of fotos.. hahaha think we are going back as reunion rather den for e bazaar =p anyway, i was so into it tat i was super late for my date wif my games day crew =p

ooppsss... sorry le... so late den reach pizza hut in cwp KEKEKE anyway, they r really understanding ones.. they even keep a plate full of food for me!! muhahaha thankz!! had a great dinner wif u all, im sure our LOUD LAUGHTER muz hav alert e manager there n probably black-listed us liao.. hahahaha even in toilet also can hear us laughing like mad out there =D

well, been thinking alot today.. wondering n questioning myself for whole day.. ok here's 1 of e many qns: WAT IS OUR ULTIMATE TARGET IN LIFE? ans: nothing. all of us will die one day, so wat we may or we can achieve, will become history! yes, i agree tat aiming high may bring out e best of us in life, but does tat really matters? all of tat n including ourselves, will become ash in 80 yrs of time ( tat is if i can live till tat age...)

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-= e long silent night is my greatest enermy, sadly, no one is here to keep me company =-