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{Sunday, November 28, 2004 . JAY ZHOU !!! }

1 fren of mine came over to spore to visit me ah!!! hahaha she's my childhood fren le... since kindergarden liao... staying till tues afternn =]

went for some shopping today... along orchard.. den took neo-print wif her.. LOL ACT MONKEY sial !! guess wat? we saw JAY ZHOU at Heeren today !!!! OMG !!! he attrach such a big crowd lor!! he's wif JJ lim jun jie today too... keke WE R SO LUCKY !!! aiya, but too crowded la, didnt manage to take foto of them... AIYOOOOO!!! wasted sial !!
alright, we r going SENTOSA tml !! here we go !!

been wondering abt steady r'ship, well, looking at my sweetie pie... i guess i found mine... HOHOHO

--= I LOVE U ah song =--


loving u @ 10:10 PM

{Saturday, November 27, 2004 . !!! 03S26 BBQ !!! }

organised a BBQ at my place wif my jc class *smileZ* got alot of helpers to be my free labour.. hahaha think e whole GIANT heard us laughing inside.. *bleah* search up n down, scratching our heads for e food.. even saw YUMING down thr.. hahaha he nv change lor =p still tat same YM as i know.. when we're back to my hse, kang's biscuit is so delicious lor !! =D YUMMY !! thx kang !! watch shrek 2 since we still got time.. duno y tat HAZAHAR laugh so loud lor.. siao de.. when most of them r here, we went down n prepare e stuff.. my class phy tcher mr lim even cancel his meeting wif duno-who ( gf? hahaha ) juz to hav bbq wif us *^-^* tats so sweet lor!! thx MR LIM ! had a great time dwn thr, lots of crap, laughter, n running between front n back gate to pick up my lost frenz =] b4 they left, suddenly all come out to see my little squeezy hse haha now u know how small a room & a desk for me to study rite ??!!


thank you so much for all tat have help me to put this event into a success today, n thank all who have come n support me =] hope u enjoy urself =p

now tat A is over, guess im back yo Sj again!! alrite.. lets start e engine ~~~ Sj here i come !!!

--= a day to remember , bring all of us closer to each other =--


loving u @ 1:08 AM

{Friday, November 19, 2004 . u gotta spend some time reading this man.....}

Yrs of bonding, seems to have created a comfort zone between u n ur special 1. as yrs pass by, e zone expands. Until 1 fine day, u release tat u r so reliant on tat person, u¡¯ll feel insecure even e slightest thot of stepping out of e comfort zone, u juz feel not rite to carry on without tat person, or rather tat shadow tat nv leave u behind. This comfort zone is so promising tat u know it won¡¯t fail u, so used to it till u¡¯ll feel suffocated when u r outta it¡­


Brain is a funny organ, it tells us wat to do, wat not to do. Feeling is another unknown zone tat we r yet to unearth e mystery of it. Both if them direct us e way, guiding us to wat suppose to be gd for us¡­ however, my brain doesn¡¯t seem to have prove its ability... instead, e sense of lost always attack me n caught me in shock¡­


We are always searching for our RIGHT ONE, but no 1 is perfect. Our ideal partner does not n will not exist. Often, we shape someone into our ideal form. This is pointless, character is inborn, and no one is able to apply no any changes or edition. We are to accept what we choose, but how many of us could really do so, from the bottom of our heart? I doubt so¡­ yes, there may be real life proof, but we will never know what the obstacles in the process are, nor will we know how many happy endings that are successfully led to in the ultimate.


--= if I could change my character, den I won¡¯t be the chan ka yee that u know =--


loving u @ 1:21 AM

{Thursday, November 18, 2004 . happy or not?}

2 more papers to go... n tats it, im free from e 2pid cambridge system...... but then again, im beginning to wonder... wat if touch wood i cant get into any U in spore? of cos i wan to stay in spore... all my frenz r here... back in hk, wat i left r juz my parents n relatives... nah... BORING!! as A slowly walks away from me... e reality is walking to me, forcing me to stand at e centre of a cross road... well... so tell me, should i be happy or not?

--= freedom is my ultimate wish, freedom is also my greatest enemy =--


loving u @ 1:09 AM


2 more papers to go... n tats it, im free from e 2pid cambridge system...... but then again, im beginning to wonder... wat if touch wood i cant get into any U in spore? of cos i wan to stay in spore... all my frenz r here... back in hk, wat i left r juz my parents n relatives... nah... BORING!! as A slowly walks away from me... e reality is walking to me, forcing me to stand at e centre of a cross road... well... so tell me, should i be happy or not?

--= freedom is my ultimate wish, freedom is also my greatest enemy =--


loving u @ 1:09 AM


2 more papers to go... n tats it, im free from e 2pid cambridge system...... but then again, im beginning to wonder... wat if touch wood i cant get into any U in spore? of cos i wan to stay in spore... all my frenz r here... back in hk, wat i left r juz my parents n relatives... nah... BORING!! as A slowly walks away from me... e reality is walking to me, forcing me to stand at e centre of a cross road... well... so tell me, should i be happy or not?

--= freedom is my ultimate wish, freedom is also my greatest enemy =--


loving u @ 1:09 AM

{Thursday, November 11, 2004 . my new blog layout }

well... 3 subjects down... maths n econ... my ultimate enemies... HERE I COME !!

well, im quite proud of this blog layout... cos i edit alot form e original one n add in a pic =] was originally PINK, which is wat i hate, den of cos i change to RED !! MY COLOUR !! HOHOHO~~ den found a pic from some webby which i feel it suits me alot... a gal frowning in front of the luggage belt... which is wat i feel everytime i'm doing so , at e spore airport N e hk airport....

years of travelling here n thr, is making me lost... born in hk, grow up in spore( said so cos i only WAKE UP FROM HAZE when i was pri 6, n tat when im in spore) well, i duno... maybe i'll go elsewhere for my career in future, by then, im truly a cosmopolian...

--= to rest is to prepare for a longer journey =--


loving u @ 11:42 AM

{Saturday, November 06, 2004 . *-*}

2 subs dowm... gp was alrite lor, think can just pass ah.. hahaha chi a, e feeling not too good... maybe juz can get marginal A.. HOHOHO

was slacking n rotting at home b4 the actual A starts, but lucky me, once the A thingy start, i got e momentum n pick up.. now feeling better le =] at least im ready to stdy =p

was looking thru some photo in my com, like going thru a journey of my life... suddenly... miss my parents =p but on e other hand, i dun wanna go back so soon... e idea of returning seem to siginify e end of my playful youth =[ i dunwan... i wan my frenz !! i wan my dear !! well.... lets see how ba... hehe

--= relax PRECHARGE release all stress !!! =--


loving u @ 1:15 PM

{Monday, November 01, 2004 . la la la la la la }

e period of waiting is driving me nuts... peanut or chestnut, i duno.. been wandering.. doing nothing... didnt study much... haiz... change back my blog to e old 1... cos i wanna put up my ideal pic =] alrite, create it in some korean webby... took me sometime during the silent nite... kkz back to books n notes...


loving u @ 3:01 PM