number 1. i did not ask anyone to bad mouth u nor did i ask any of my frenz to scold u, n definitely not on my blog. i have spent 4 years with u, i love u. but i do not wan to be hurt anymore, so i initial e break-up. my fault. i bring u all e sorrow. i bring u all e unnecessary toruble. i tried to see u as my fren now, so i still msg u n write u a short note. if u dun like it, fine. i shall stop.

number 2. i did not spread our stuff with my frenz n ask them to boycott u. n when i ask u guys to cool off... im not trying to get attention nor being KE LIAN. im really seeing u lot as my treasures. i do not want to see u fight no argue. if u think im acting ke lian n trying to get sympathy, tat is ur point of view.

number 3. yes i am lonely. i wan some1 to care for me. i wan some1 to love me, esp during this veri period where im struggling to adapt to my new sch n home. i look like im doin well. but how many will know wat am i actually goin thru? if u think its funny for me to fall for some passer-by tat care to run e xtra mile for me, so be it. afterall, im juz a woman. a woman tat wanted to be loved, instead of being cheated.

number 4. thx for telling evry1 tat i am stupid to fall for some sj fren of mine thru ur blog.



leave me alone. evry1. dun come near me. I WILL FALL FOR U.

thx ah ni n DT. i know all of u care for me. im fine. dun fight anymore. it wil juz add on to my stress =] im trying to settle down now, with my new hse n sch =p

im fine. i juz need time to cope with my surrounding =] n im doing tat now.

ni n SJ, thx for ur hugs tat day. make me feel so secure *smilez*

parents will be in spore till 31 june. den i'll b free for all gatherings n chiong-ings HOHOHO *^-^*

home alone.

mind go crazy.

anyhow think.

wats wrong with me? my height? my weight? my 2pid little head? my pimple-ful face? my dark-yellowish skin tone? my temper? my nagging? WAT E HELL ???

all im chasing after, is juz love. i know im loved by my frenz n parents. i kn. i fele. but as a 20 yr old gal, i also want to be loved. instead of me inputing 100%, can some1 bother to input 50% in me? ignoring my tough appearance, my tough-like character, i am juz a gal.

if u wan to fool with me, fuck off. if u wan to play with me, fuck off. dun give me hope n shatter it.

to HY,YN,DT,WM,KL : thx for tat nite. u lot really make my day. u lot r juz unreplaceable. *big big hugz*

so long nv blog le SORRY SORRY

now i hav settled down in tiong bahru, n in SIM, i really wan to thx all of ur support =] dun think having house warming liao lor, cos my neighbours are families. wait they complain me how? ( u guys shd know hw noisy WE can be !!! ) hahahaha

im still working at CB as part time, to earn $$ n flirt ard MUHAHAHA no la!! i veri guai 1 hor, i find tat working envirnoment comfortable n im lazy so i stay lor =p

while packing n unpacking my stuff, i saw my bloody SJ uni... will i get to wear tat again? ?_?