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 in case u duno,
i cant swallow pills.
so my kindest MOM,
unplug all capsules,
powdered all my pills.
portioned into small boxes for me to eat.
SUPER BITTER
no choice.
well..
let salute to the dead bodies of the capsules.
FAREWELL.... for now...
who knows how many more i need to take...
before my swell goes down...
ma de.
oh, of cos cant forget my baby...
who would wake up in middle of nites,
to comfort me, wipe my tears,
& hug me to slp again...
^-^ love u
loving u @ 9:30 PM
i duno...
is this a bad year end or wat...
painful experience keep popping by..
got a sudden gum pain..
went to dentist on mon,
WISDOM TOOTH
plug it out..
but its too deep n huge,
doc gotta cut open,
DIG it out...
i screamed...
pic uploaded... 5 days MC!! bloody pain... cant slp, cant eat, cant talk.
pls dun blame me if u wan vomit after seeing my pic.
laughin is allowed though...
- o -
ps. will be flying back to hk for grandma's funeral
onli coming back on sun evening.
anythng pls drop me a mail =]
will be checking everyday
*muack*
take care!!!
loving u @ 9:22 PM
today is my birthday
=]
thank you for all e sms
appreciate all
yet no celebration this yr
due to my grandma's departure.
just had dinner wif family
n wif baby.
22 already...
getting older...
wondering....
wats my 2007 revolution...
my wish?
COMING out to my family
^-^
take care everyone
*hug*
loving u @ 11:41 PM
 facial time !!
as seen above, miss jean suddenly wan do facial...
-.-
so here goes...
2 scary monster taking photo in da room.
cheers everyone...
loving u @ 10:58 AM
 photos taken in hk. left : me in winter clothes... still shivering under thick jackets. right: my estate in hk. i nv bluff anyone i really live by the mountain side... building in brown is my block. white one is a sec sch nx to my block. im better already. gotta fly back to hk for funeral on 1st feb to 4th. grandma will be in mort, till we arranged e ceremony n e venue for her. take care everyone. thank you baby... for staying my side... am recovering from cough.. dun worry..
loving u @ 11:28 AM
grandma is gone.
dad n i reached hosp at 6pm+
she already unconscious.
heart beat detecting machine beside her.
nurse say very bad already.
call every1 to come asap.
except my aunt in spore,
n some young cousins of mine,
all were there.
her heart beat dropping from
30, 24,25,35,87,22,0,30,21,0..
from breathing with diffculty,
to no more movement.
till my eldest cousin arrived,
23,30,0,25,0,34,0,0,0,0,0,0,0
a straight horizontal line.
at least she is gone in peace.
no new yr for me.
no birthday for me.
may grandma rest in peace.
loving u @ 11:10 PM
09/01/07 -- 1pm+
received a call from mom
09/01/07 -- 3pm
booked ticket bck hk
10/01/07 -- 8am
on flight bck home, baby send me off
10/01/07 -- till now
crying crying crying
grandma in hosp..
condition very very bad.
cant recognise ppl anymore.
keep begging us to bring her out.
keep saying she very tong ku..
i keep crying...
feel so helpless..
cant do a single damn thing for her...
cant recognise her ...
cant do a single damn thing....
loving u @ 1:13 AM
i thot it will nv come back
i thot i could enjoy e peaceful moment ever after
i thot i could be normal again
i thot...
those r just my silly foolish thots
it is back
furiously
a full-power come-back
it is making me suffer
it is making baby suffer
physically hurting me
emotionally hurting baby
keep away from me...
till i recover...
i do wan to piss of anyone
-.-
loving u @ 10:52 PM
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