<body>
{Wednesday, August 09, 2006 . sori for makin u struggle}

selfish
self-centered
attitude character
i always know my bad points

i hav nv been so happy
ever since my sec.s days
i thot all these r my rewards after all my suffer
i thot all these r wat i deserved
i had really took as granted
til i see u suffer
til i see u struggle
til i see u makin painful decisions

i am really sorry
i really am
i nv thot my little selfish thots will turn out this way
i nv thot it will bring u such troubles
i am sorry baby

ever since u stepped into my life
it only consist nothing but joy & happiness
no pain
no tears
no medication
no loneliness
its juz love & fruitful days
u nv turn me down
u nv make me feel down
n yet
i am e 1 tat do all these....

i should be more mature
i should grow up
i should be more independent

& make u suffer no more
i will not force u to make any decision anymre
i will try my best to understd ur situation
i will try my very best to be a capable gf

i am willing to be wat it takes
for as long as ur future n my future
join as one.


loving u @ 5:03 PM