my aunt is stressing me
ur parents r addin stress on u
ur mom is warning u not to becom a les

i know
all these will happen
both of us know.

neither of us could help each other in talkin to our parents
both of us agreed to prove them wrong by time.
yes baby,
dun worry.
we will stick as 1 till the end.
nothing can separate us.

trust me,
as i hav trust in u.

*hug*

bittin e fruity kit kat baby bought for me
lets update my blog abit...
=]

23.8.06 our 4th monthsery~
not a short period
nor a long period
but i know it will go on n on n on...
*^-^*

well...
somethg bad from my past came back
which i thot it nv would...
but after resting for a period of time
unfortunately it did come back
n strong.
but HEY,
brightside is :
im no longer alone.
i need not face it alone.
i hav baby staying by my side
i hav baby supporting me from all angles
e med doesnt seem tat bitter now =p

sch wise...
i managed to transfer to another uni
Uni Buffalo --> Uni of Nevada
from communication to hospitality
well, as my previous grades r not fantastic,
i hav to sign an agreement to maintain grade in the new uni
i dun mind....
as long as i get to study somethg im really intertested in

work wise....
for no reason,
i start to feel stress.
hahahaha
dun ask me y. i also duno.
i even doubt myself if im suitable to be wat i am now.
hmmm...
guess i juz need more time, practice & confidence
*smilez*

told my aunt abt my r/s.
she's over-reacting to it, expected.
she asked me to cease it immediately.
BULL SHIT.
u know i wont... right my dear readers?
decision is made
im clear of wat i wan n wat im doin.
so, she can keep on singing,
while i keep on ignoring.
~_~

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oh i bought a new hp, samsung D600
n i accidentally lost all contacts.
my dear readers,
pls kindly msg me wif ur name in e msg,
so i can re-store my entire add bk...
millions of thanks!!!

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cat,
u better go to sch everyday from nx sem onwards.
althot im not thr to join u,
u still hav little jilly!!!
ok! muz study hard hor !!!

life is made up of numerous phrases.
no1 know the duration
no1 know the cause
no1 know how
no1 know when is the next 1 starting.
& becoz of the diff phrases,
moving on is an important skill tat evry1 muz know.
to excel in it, is even better.

had been readin some old conversations yday,
forgotten e reason y i saved it..
but re-readin is definitely memory flashing.

looking at the words tat we had used
the tone tat we were into
the hidden meaning tat we tried to reveal.
*smile*
so tat was me in 2yrs bck huh....
funny....
childish...
blinded...

believe it or not,
i did put in my heart n soul into tat r/s.
i really had loved u with all my heart.
i really thot i couldnt live w/o u.

looking back,
e moving on stage isnt tat bad.
i have my frenz by my side.
i occupied myself wif sj... work...
new phrase began.
make new frenz.
learn new things.
have new partners.
all of those,
shaped me into wat i am now.

was readin ur latest doings.
found out from frenz u r doin fine.
hardwrking in sch,
fruitful wkends wif frenz,
working ur way to ur goal.
im really glad to c tat.
happy to c tat u r happy.

mayb u will think tat im being fake..
but
i seriously
wanted to thank u.
for walking with me during tat phrase of my life.
for helping me to shape into a new ka yee now.
for everything tat u hav done for me.

with the past experience,
with the skills & lessons i hav learnt,
with the new goals,
im walking on.
companyed by my love, my frenz, my family,
i believe im on my way to bright future.

Blessing u from deep down my heart,
karie

selfish
self-centered
attitude character
i always know my bad points

i hav nv been so happy
ever since my sec.s days
i thot all these r my rewards after all my suffer
i thot all these r wat i deserved
i had really took as granted
til i see u suffer
til i see u struggle
til i see u makin painful decisions

i am really sorry
i really am
i nv thot my little selfish thots will turn out this way
i nv thot it will bring u such troubles
i am sorry baby

ever since u stepped into my life
it only consist nothing but joy & happiness
no pain
no tears
no medication
no loneliness
its juz love & fruitful days
u nv turn me down
u nv make me feel down
n yet
i am e 1 tat do all these....

i should be more mature
i should grow up
i should be more independent

& make u suffer no more
i will not force u to make any decision anymre
i will try my best to understd ur situation
i will try my very best to be a capable gf

i am willing to be wat it takes
for as long as ur future n my future
join as one.

so many changes
so little time

1) more responsibilities on job in coffee bean now
2) 2 jobs cutting to 1 ? (pending)
3) changing of Uni. (applying)

arghhh.....
so busy busy busy
so sorry sorry sorry

sorry for :
1) nt havin time for baby
2) nt havin time for frens
3) troubling ppl around me

SORRY AH ~~
PROMISE !!
after all these r settled,
GATHERING DINNER !!!

* hugz*

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baby, thx for being here with me
this is really a crucial period...
im definitely goin to make it with u !!!
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cat,
NO self destruction hor !
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PS. PPL, if i could transfer my Uni course,
I dun need to go USA !!!!
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME !!!