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alarm set at 2pmloving u  @ 2:58 PMlaze till5pm den wake up
 nv get sick of u
 
 had been to several "family sessions" these days
 im really proud of u
 2 more to go
 i know we can make it
 
 reach airport at 4am
 touched down 10am in hk
 start missin u right from e min i left ur arms
 
 2weeks
 being apart physically
 will only make our love stronger
 becos it secures e positions of each other in our hearts
 
 day 1
 and im already counting down for e date
 when i can be in ur arms again
 
 
 3 daysloving u  @ 4:36 PMneither short nor long
 yet is enough is turn my entire life
 
 u pick me up from a mess
 u show me a future
 u hold me up, away from all odds
 
 for the 1st ime
 after e 4yrs past experience
 i felt like settling down again
 
 n becos of u
 im loading down my past
 im finally moving on
 moving on with my true heart
 moving on to a promising future with u
 
 u r juz amazing *^.^*
 
 
 body temperature hikingloving u  @ 5:49 PMheadache worsening
 no. of coughs increasing
 immune system weakening
 
 fever
 im getting weaker
 weaker than i used to be
 
 huo gai ?
 probably
 
 3 calls n 2 msges
 received 5 diff responses
 
 thx for bringing me food n herbal tea
 thx for offering to company me
 thx for teahcing me to reduce my body temp
 thx for callin to check me out even u r busy in wrk
 n
 thx for pushin me to some1 else,
 instead of lending a hand.
 
 appreciated.
 really i do.
 
 
 e cigarette is burningloving u  @ 2:06 AMring after ring
 e smoke is rising
 forming continuous white lines
 
 pic of u is formin...
 missin u...
 
 standing right here waiting
 rejectin all pamperness
 emptiness setting in
 fool i am
 
 sm ppl may think this is
 HUO GAI
 ya mayb.. true...
 but tat wat i wan..
 loneliness...
 a definite negative feeling
 but tats all i hav for company rite now...
 
 rest in peace...
 
 i know..
 
 
 loving u  @ 5:56 AM perhaps im too high-profile...
 keepin low
 shd be gd
 till e rite moment is here
 
 
 loving u  @ 10:18 AM somehow...
 it juz reminds me of u...
 looks like u
 after u bathed
 =p
 
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 wrking wrking wrking
 trying to get myself numb
 n im successful
 =]
 lets see hw long can my body last
 
 
 a song for uloving u  @ 1:36 AMhw i wish u can listen to it
 
 
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