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{Thursday, March 30, 2006 . fated or wat?}

for once after so long
i woke up early for sch..
rch at 9am.. classes CANCELLED!!!
damn..
nvm i went hm
watched L word
took a nap
BLOODY HELL
i had a fucking nightmare
i was trapped in a room
wif all my unpleasant past pulling me
trapping me inside e rm
i got so freak out
i screamed... n they pull me stronger..
woke up in sweat...
n i mean real sweat...

i took a long tm to accept e fact
to accept wat i hav n wat i am now
n obviously
im still haunted by my past
i juz cant let go..
n perhaps
i cant really accept e facts...

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fate is really a funny thg
n its playing on me
juz when im in my lowest point
u appear
right in front of me
no prior contact
no nothing
u juz appear
n we tok
i feel better after tat
biased?
maybe... abit.. or alot...
anyway
i juz wanna say thank you
thx for appearing
when im at my lower slope
not onli once, not onli twice,
but many more times than that.

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ber, thx for e hug
*hugz*


loving u @ 2:37 AM