i like this pic...

reminds me of myself..

lots of stuff troubling me lately

r/s, studies, family...

im exploding soon..

am i cursed in every r/s?

or im juz over-sensitive?

was tokin to maye
talked alot in fact..
slowly
i release
im not reacting tat much to her ignorance anymre
e 1 way msges
e 1 way thots
e 1 way concern
slowly
im getting immune
probably
im letting go..
slowly...

glad ? or sad ?
not e latter i guess
im glad i got ppl i can tok to
load slowly relieved
forgettin e past too..

z
i hope u can accept e fact tat we r frenz
not anythg else more
pls take care urself
overwrkin n drinkin brings u nowhr

bo
when u free sms me
i wan to tok to u

HAPPY BELATED VAL DAE!

went drinkin last nite

4 of us, 2 drunk

keep vomitin

1 went hm

1 sent to hosp

overdose of alcohol

didnt slp

rch hm 0736

went moe wif maye for applicatn

^-^ hope u get wat u wan *hugz*

rch hm n nap frm 1pm

2030 dinner at marche

sweeten wif a rose

rose of frenship ^.^

n tok abt fate, i met maye thr keke

BO, sori ,

i was nappin when u sms

missin u evrydae. *muackzzz*

ps. she msg me

short yet sweet

*^o^*

thank you ~~

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so
everythg is back to square 1 now
afresh in e starting point
alone
with my backpack
im on my journey of life
right frm e start
all over again
^-^

alone
but i hav all my frenz
walking with me
im not lonely
im starting anew

im sorry for hurting ppl
i know a SORRY wont do much
but believe it
im really sorry for creatin all e pain

maye, pls slp more...
n i dun mean slpin at 5am!!!
wanna becom panda issit?
n rem im juz a cal away =]

cat, sori
i onli had my break at 10+
guess u at hm le..
so nv cal u =p
c u in sch ya ^o^

bo *hugz*
miss u ....
so many thgs had happened..
wish i can tok to u...
dun worry
im fine already

Z
im sorry
i juz dunwan drag u further
draggin to u nowhr
cos i myself duno whr am i headin
i juz hope
by keepin a distance
u can slowly let go
i could slowly fade off
u can move on
as i told u
its unfair to u
when i still got sm1 in my heart
n u know who..
e more e drag
e harder it takes to move on
u deserve a better gal
u deserve a mre decent n innocent gal
not me
i juz keep hurting u...
i dunwan
to c wrk wrk wrk
get drunk n sick...
u need rest lo...
pls get some rest...
i appreciate ur gift
but pls save up ur money
u need to support ur family lo..
dun waste on me
save it for ur family...


i duno if im doin e rite thing..
but
deep inside...
im still waiting for my sm1...
i noe its impossibe
but
i cant let go...
n i cant help it...


BO, i take foto le den post k =]
u take care pls..
drink mre water for ur throat
miss u miss u miss u

maye, thx for e nitez out
really glad to know u
*hugz*
take lots of care ya..
n slp mre pls...


L, sorry i made a big fuss
i was juz irritated by my rashes

4.11.05
its been 3 mths since then
since e day we met
since e day we sms
i still keep them in my inbox
well... some only...

i miss u
i miss those days when we hang ard
althot nothg much to do
yet i feel filled inside

i noe i shd let go long ago
but i juz cant
we haven seen nore contact for awhile
yet i still miss u as much

btw e foto above is frm NANA e movie
a must see movie
not les movie
but it shows hw 2 strangers becom
emotional support of each other
bo u r my anther NANA
love u lots *hugz*