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ANJING !!loving u  @ 4:01 AMBODOH!!
 2pid faris B...
 twist my left wrist...
 it was so pain..
 tears roll dwn my cheek..
 make me so paiseh inside counter
 T-T
 
 dukan & dah saw me cry..
 so scared..
 hahaha
 den i cdry my cheek insde kitchen..
 ok liao..
 *bleahz*
 but it really hurts lo..
 
 ok
 its now 4am...
 gotta rch airport by 0930
 wakin up at 0800...
 flyin bc kfor 5 days..
 gotta miss e laughters n so many..
 haiz...
 
 
 thank you every1
 for e presents
 & e shower of love
 im 21 now
 i will make sure i live a bright life de !!
 *hugz*
 
 
 loving u  @ 1:20 AM happy birthday to me *muackz* to ALL
 thank you all of u...
 
 ps. im a gd drinker, dun try to make me drunk,
 very hard to lo.. lolxx
 
 
 ok so here it goes..loving u  @ 12:47 AMsch has started...
 boring as usual..
 txbks r fuckin expensive...
 8 bks cost $500++
 SIM thot my family print $ lidat..
 lectures so far so gd..
 onli fell aslp during UG..
 
 i would say..
 abit or rather a CHANGE in clicks
 nowadays
 ppl r split n form diff grps
 sm ppl go over other grps
 sm came over...
 well...
 not affecting me n my wifey n my little jilly
 *^-^*
 
 went shopping wif wifey 2day
 she cldnt get anythg in mind
 but i got an unexpected treasure
 a white mickey top wif RED long sleeves
 LOVELY !!!
 gotta wear tat for bai nian...
 goin bck hk frm 27 - 31 jan...
 winter winter... i hate it..
 but no choice.
 dad:" u comin bck for CNY?"
 me:" ah.. i wan wrk le...."
 dad:" ok, den i com over lo!"
 me:" ok... im comin bck....."
 practically no choice...
 wat a smart father i hav...
 
 bo,
 r'ship is a serious matter.
 think 3 tms b4 u action.
 if u r already into it, go all e way out
 if u dun feel like deeper,
 withdraw now b4 u cut him more deeply...
 like wat i say,
 no matter wat,
 im here wif u.
 *hugz*
 love u
 
 
 cat, jillyloving u  @ 4:33 AMthank you darling
 i hav so much i wan to relief off my chest
 yet i cant
 for some...
 for some other, i dun wish to..
 not now at least...
 
 been wrkin all day long lately..
 not earning much
 yet definitely less tm for my mind to wander meaninglessly
 finally
 tireness start to flow in...
 bit by bit
 drop by drop
 yet i wun stop here
 my mind is not stopping yet
 so
 wrking life carries on
 till further notice
 
 suddenly
 i miss sch life..
 i miss xiong...
 i miss ber..
 i miss lots n lots of stuff bck den
 hw i wish i can turn bck e clock...
 
 
 new yrloving u  @ 11:27 PMnew beginning
 i hope so
 
 
 
 fineim not ms.perfect
 im not ur ms.perfect
 i seem 2 b e evilest in ur heart
 i seem 2 b e most worth-nthg 1 in ur heart
 i seem 2 b e ugliest character owner
 i seem 2 b e heart slasher
 i seem 2 b e bitchest woman
 i seem 2 b e worst of all dark side
 
 den stop contacting me
 
 my 21st BD is comin
 e mst significant yr of my life
 e magicial number i consider of my life
 e step whr i cross e line
 e yr tat im mst concern abt
 i plan e day with u
 
 n thx
 for ur comment of me
 i guess e day is nt comin
 
 if revenge is ur sole source of survival
 gd luck n hav fun
 i hope u enjoy e process
 
 n if u cal ur life a suffering or stress
 pls try mine
 go thru wat im goin thru now
 physically, emotionally.
 pressure frm family,
 sch, wrk, n my own health.
 
 im nt startin another debate here
 i juz wanna remain frenz wif u
 if u feel uncomfortable
 tell me
 i shall leave ur life 4eva
 bring u no mre slashing feeling
 bring u no mre empty promises
 bring u no mre pain
 
 n if u still see me as a fren
 pls
 start treatin me like 1
 
 loving u  @ 3:39 AM
 
 
 
 fineim not ms.perfect
 im not ur ms.perfect
 i seem 2 b e evilest in ur heart
 i seem 2 b e most worth-nthg 1 in ur heart
 i seem 2 b e ugliest character owner
 i seem 2 b e heart slasher
 i seem 2 b e bitchest woman
 i seem 2 b e worst of all dark side
 
 den stop contacting me
 
 my 21st BD is comin
 e mst significant yr of my life
 e magicial number i consider of my life
 e step whr i cross e line
 e yr tat im mst concern abt
 i plan e day with u
 
 n thx
 for ur comment of me
 i guess e day is nt comin
 
 if revenge is ur sole source of survival
 gd luck n hav fun
 i hope u enjoy e process
 
 n if u cal ur life a suffering or stress
 pls try mine
 go thru wat im goin thru now
 physically, emotionally.
 pressure frm family,
 sch, wrk, n my own health.
 
 im nt startin another debate here
 i juz wanna remain frenz wif u
 if u feel uncomfortable
 tell me
 i shall leave ur life 4eva
 bring u no mre slashing feeling
 bring u no mre empty promises
 bring u no mre pain
 
 n if u still see me as a fren
 pls
 start treatin me like 1
 
 loving u  @ 3:39 AM
 
 
 
 fineim not ms.perfect
 im not ur ms.perfect
 i seem 2 b e evilest in ur heart
 i seem 2 b e most worth-nthg 1 in ur heart
 i seem 2 b e ugliest character owner
 i seem 2 b e heart slasher
 i seem 2 b e bitchest woman
 i seem 2 b e worst of all dark side
 
 den stop contacting me
 
 my 21st BD is comin
 e mst significant yr of my life
 e magicial number i consider of my life
 e step whr i cross e line
 e yr tat im mst concern abt
 i plan e day with u
 
 n thx
 for ur comment of me
 i guess e day is nt comin
 
 if revenge is ur sole source of survival
 gd luck n hav fun
 i hope u enjoy e process
 
 n if u cal ur life a suffering or stress
 pls try mine
 go thru wat im goin thru now
 physically, emotionally.
 pressure frm family,
 sch, wrk, n my own health.
 
 im nt startin another debate here
 i juz wanna remain frenz wif u
 if u feel uncomfortable
 tell me
 i shall leave ur life 4eva
 bring u no mre slashing feeling
 bring u no mre empty promises
 bring u no mre pain
 
 n if u still see me as a fren
 pls
 start treatin me like 1
 
 loving u  @ 3:39 AM
 
 
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