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{Tuesday, November 01, 2005 . drunk is gd ... or bad?}

happy halloween =]
finally i did somethg i long for.. DRESS UP !! tube top, short skirt, heavy boots ( Dr. Mar !!) n blood stains. really love my black nails n boots *^-^* photos will be up soon... pls be patient

went over aunt's place for dinner today. watch canto movie - " 1000 cups yet still not drunk" there r few lines i really like... nearly cry from e movie, not becos it is touchin, but i feel myself in thr.
" y do man only say i love u or i like u when they're drunk?"
"nv trust words from a drunk man, they r always not true, especially when e men r awake in e morning. "
" y do man onli tell me he likes me after he's drunk? am i really tat unacceptable?"

alcohol... down e throat.. down to my heart... make me drunk.. make me forget all e problems in reality..

**im getting tired more easily these days, im gettin back aches, im eatin less cos i wanna vomit easily.. when can i end my pain? end my life?**


loving u @ 11:42 PM