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sick.loving u  @ 10:40 PMskip sch n work today.
 haven been at home for so many hours...
 did my ug journal, took med, wnet into my dizzy land.
 woke up for dinner, thx mei mei =]
 took med now giddy again o.O
 
 waking up bloody early tml to study COM
 
 
 loving u  @ 4:41 PM freeze me in ice. protect me with ice.
 shut me out from everythg out there.
 
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 cold-blooded.
 let me be cold-blooded.
 run my blood wif ice.
 let me not be soft hearted.
 make me tough.
 kick aside whoever wan to come close to harm me.
 
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 pls, leave me.
 u've done ur harm to me.
 now leave me alone.
 let me slp with peace at nite.
 
 
 
 loving u  @ 12:33 AM stairs tat lead me to nowhr... DOWN DOWN & DOWN
 
 IM GOIN ALL E WAY DOWN...
 
 not even e underworld welcomes me...
 
 
 loving u  @ 1:16 AM 
 well... im working my way to e above pic =] i mix-n-match 1 k *^-^*
 
 erm.. recently, im using quite some colours in my txt. decided to brighten myself abit by doin so *smiLez* still tryin out.. lets see if there's changes in my mood these few days.
 
 suddenly, i release i still hav a long list of adventures waiting for me out thr, n i feel im running out of time... HAHAHA kiddin *bleAhz* im ok, juz tat, i wont waste any time hesitating anymore *huggiez to all*
 
 
 
 loving u  @ 11:58 PM 
 love of my life.
 
 cry no more for me.
 
 i love u.
 
 zhu  thx for being here, all e concern n care, i can really feel it deep down my heart. thx for acceptin me, for wat i am now. MUACKZ
 
 
 
 1st of all, a big big squeezy huggie for CAT n JILL. u gals shd know y =]loving u  @ 11:53 PM
 nx, a big big thank you for mei mei, for ur shoulder tat i cried on. u pulled me up when im at e bottom.
 
 LOVE U ALL SO MUCH!!
 
 
 life is always fair, now tat i believe. u get wat u plant, be it gd or bad. one person's selfishness can lead to great consequences, of ownself n others (especially!!). watever it is, fact is fact, reality is reality. everyone moves on, life goes on. i also believe in kama, wat u receive is wat u did. path of life has long been settled by some1 up thr (whoever la hor =p), take it or leave it. juz when u think u're suffering from e worst, u r not. *smilez* there's always worse out thr, some hidden traps n hidden pain tat others r bearing. so, frm today onwards, stop complaining, start appreciating hw lucky u are, live on, bring lightness to others.
 
 
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