to strike a balance between virtual n reality is nv easy. im hunting for my dream, my love on 1 hand; struggling to live, on another.

alcohol, alcohol n alcohol. im cutting dwn. i really am.

start to get sick of living in e virtual world.

to strike a balance in life is always everyone's target. but hw many has ever suceed?

lately, i've meeting up wif lotsa ppl, catchin up wif my old pals =] its so warm to see them again.

ppl n thgs change time after time. remaining e same = no progress? or remaining e same = already happy wif wat i am now? well... diff ppl hav diff definitn to tat. im an aqua.. i always prefer ever changin...

but then, ppl will ask, slow down, take a rest.. arent u tired of changing? of cos im tired la !!! but... im young.. im hungry... im excited abt e world out thr... i wan to try everythg.. i dunwan to die regretting =] u get me?

ni,hy,xt,dt,mei,kl,jac,xiong, thx.... thank you for standin by my side. thank you for supporting me even if i fall, thank you for e hugs when my tears rolled down... *hugz*

im not a person tat can stop tokin bout myself, nor confessin to ma frenz.
i love to tok.
i lobe to confess to ma frenz when i done smthg... unusual.
but for u, for e only u, this time, this one, im shutting up.
i duno... brainless me, foolish me, bloody me... here i am, staring at e hole on e floor, knowin e consequences veri well... yet i jumped in.

human is greedy species. when we hav 1, we wan 2, 3 n 4... more more n more...

im greedy.. i wan more. but im not entitled to. no matter wat i do, how hard i tried.

giv me time, i think i can do it.

e secret betwn us will b sealed tight within me n myself. tats it. not a word outta me. not to any1. *^-^*

lately, im in love wif heels. =]

with heels, i feel taller.

i feel im above the rest.

when im pissed, i walk wif force.. n my heels will click-clock my way thru e streets.

when im please, i walk wif confidence.. n my heels will bring me gracefully down e streets.

gd way to destress...