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a song of stef sun :<br>loving u  @ 2:13 PMI don't wanna lose you
 
 I don't wanna use you
 
 Just to have somebody by my side
 
 
 
 And I don't wanna hate you
 
 I don't wanna take you
 
 But I don't wanna be the one to cry
 
 
 
 That don't really matter to anyone anymore
 
 But like a fool I keep losing my place
 
 And I keep seeing you walk through that door
 
 
 
 ?But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
 
 ?And it's sad when you know
 
 ?it's your heart you can't trust
 
 ?There's a reason why people
 
 ?don't stay where they are
 
 ?Baby sometimes love just ain't enough?
 
 
 
 Now I could never change you
 
 I don't wanna blame you
 
 Baby you don't have to take the fall
 
 
 
 Yes I may have hurt you
 
 But I did not desert you
 
 Maybe I just want to have it all
 
 
 
 It makes a sound like thunder
 
 It makes me feel like rain
 
 And like a fool who will never see the truth
 
 I keep thinking something's gonna change
 
 
 
 And there's no way home
 
 When it's late at night and you're all alone
 
 Are there things that you wanted to say
 
 Do you feel me beside you in your bed
 
 There beside you where I used to lay
 
 
 
 And there's a Danger in Loving somebody too much
 
 And it's sad when you know
 
 it's your heart they can't touch
 
 There's a reason why people
 
 don't stay who they are
 
 Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough
 
 Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
 
 
 
 maybe kl is right.loving u  @ 8:12 PM
 continuous search, restlessly search of LOVE, do not work.
 
 im really tired... since e cut back then, im been trying too hard to look for my "LOVE". trying to prove tat i still hav market? or too desperate for love? i duno.. or maybe both..
 
 time to stop all these nonsense.
 
 im exhausted inside out. n im looking older, damn.
 i've been toking all e while, but can i really follow wat i said? tat is the challenge.
 
 
 all i wan, are strong n board shoulders for me to cry on.
 
 
 i duno wat happen to me. i worked from 3pm to 3am on fri -__-loving u  @ 5:46 PM
 then 6pm to 3am on thurs n sat. den im down with fever n sore throat now.
 
 drag my burning body back home at 4 ++ am, bathed, swallowed panadol. dropped dead on bed at 5am.
 
 a touching sun, kl came in n check my temp several times, mei cooked lunch, dinner n barley drink for me - the patient. feel so sick... so dizzy... so hot... so headache....
 
 time for a nap....
 
 
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