Yrs of bonding, seems to have created a comfort zone between u n ur special 1. as yrs pass by, e zone expands. Until 1 fine day, u release tat u r so reliant on tat person, u¡¯ll feel insecure even e slightest thot of stepping out of e comfort zone, u juz feel not rite to carry on without tat person, or rather tat shadow tat nv leave u behind. This comfort zone is so promising tat u know it won¡¯t fail u, so used to it till u¡¯ll feel suffocated when u r outta it¡­


Brain is a funny organ, it tells us wat to do, wat not to do. Feeling is another unknown zone tat we r yet to unearth e mystery of it. Both if them direct us e way, guiding us to wat suppose to be gd for us¡­ however, my brain doesn¡¯t seem to have prove its ability... instead, e sense of lost always attack me n caught me in shock¡­


We are always searching for our RIGHT ONE, but no 1 is perfect. Our ideal partner does not n will not exist. Often, we shape someone into our ideal form. This is pointless, character is inborn, and no one is able to apply no any changes or edition. We are to accept what we choose, but how many of us could really do so, from the bottom of our heart? I doubt so¡­ yes, there may be real life proof, but we will never know what the obstacles in the process are, nor will we know how many happy endings that are successfully led to in the ultimate.


--= if I could change my character, den I won¡¯t be the chan ka yee that u know =--