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{Wednesday, March 19, 2008 . no title}

listen to my song
read my mind
open my heart
look inside

how i wish some1 could do so
and tell me wat to do


loving u @ 1:58 PM

{Friday, February 29, 2008 . 1st time ever}

i know
i have caused u too much pain
i have brought u too much too much tears
i have broken ur heart



for the very first time

i wonder

if leavin will make u feel better

as u said,
too many sorry

will only worsen situations......................................



speechless
both u n me

i love u
i really do

yet i do not know if u can still feel it
i do not know if u still willing to feel me


loving u @ 12:50 PM

{Sunday, February 17, 2008 . lost... once again}

lately

i cant seem to be able to control my emotion

it seems like a monster is living inside me

n i cant control it


save me

anyone?


loving u @ 12:18 AM

{Wednesday, January 30, 2008 . 23rd}















and so
birthday dinner is at Spag =p

YUMMY !!







more to be loaded !!!
















loving u @ 10:49 AM

{Saturday, January 26, 2008 . 20to21to22to23}

ever since 20, i knew life wont be the same anymore.
21 yrs - messy
22 yrs - new hope, new belief, new life
23 yrs - juz started... yet i dun hav much gd feeling abt it

i know
i can be too much at times
i can demanding at times
i am selfish at times
i am not careful with the feeling of ppl ard me
i push blames
i am too self-centered

and i thot as my age adds on,
the experience and knowings will improve me,
will make me grow.

apparently,
i am not.

i am disappointed in myself.
ever since i am 20.

e feeling is getting stronger
as i dun see happy face anymore
as i dun see sweet moments like previously anymore
as i see more of ur stressful looks
as i see more tears from u
as i see cracks between us.

it really hurts.

and pls call me retarded
as i really dun do mind reading
as i really duno wat can i do to make us better.

im guilty.
i should be guilty.
and i am guilty.

of neglecting your needs
of overseeing your desires
of leaving u behind

my love,
pls
shed no more tears for me

it hurts deep down.

can we work things out together?
guide me tell me scold me direct me
dun get lost in the mist,
lets walk into the future together,
hand-in-hand.


loving u @ 4:29 AM

{Saturday, January 12, 2008 . passion turning sour}

im sick
im tired

i wanna quit

2 yrs of r'ship
countless joyful memory
continuously makin of new frenz

yet
politics
stubborn ppl
messy management

i've had enough...

should i?
should i not?


loving u @ 8:49 PM

{Thursday, January 03, 2008 . 2008}

2007
challenging year is gone!!!!

2008
a welcoming year is on!

jobs r more or less settles...
family members r satisfied..

task left?
to love my baby more
to love her like there's no tml

kekekeke

LOVE U VERY STRONG!!!

love u all~~


loving u @ 11:56 PM