_:: It's OKAY it's only LOVE ::_

no title

2008-03-19T13:58:00.001+08:00

listen to my song
read my mind
open my heart
look inside

how i wish some1 could do so
and tell me wat to do

1st time ever

2008-02-29T12:50:00.002+08:00

i know
i have caused u too much pain
i have brought u too much too much tears
i have broken ur heart

for the very first time

i wonder

if leavin will make u feel better

as u said,
too many sorry

will only worsen situations......................................

speechless
both u n me

i love u
i really do

yet i do not know if u can still feel it
i do not know if u still willing to feel me

lost... once again

2008-02-17T00:18:00.001+08:00

lately

i cant seem to be able to control my emotion

it seems like a monster is living inside me

n i cant control it

save me

anyone?

23rd

2008-01-30T10:49:00.000+08:00

and so

birthday dinner is at Spag =p

YUMMY !!

more to be loaded !!!

20to21to22to23

2008-01-26T04:29:00.000+08:00

ever since 20, i knew life wont be the same anymore.
21 yrs - messy
22 yrs - new hope, new belief, new life
23 yrs - juz started... yet i dun hav much gd feeling abt it

i know
i can be too much at times
i can demanding at times
i am selfish at times
i am not careful with the feeling of ppl ard me
i push blames
i am too self-centered

and i thot as my age adds on,
the experience and knowings will improve me,
will make me grow.

apparently,
i am not.

i am disappointed in myself.
ever since i am 20.

e feeling is getting stronger
as i dun see happy face anymore
as i dun see sweet moments like previously anymore
as i see more of ur stressful looks
as i see more tears from u
as i see cracks between us.

it really hurts.

and pls call me retarded
as i really dun do mind reading
as i really duno wat can i do to make us better.

im guilty.
i should be guilty.
and i am guilty.

of neglecting your needs
of overseeing your desires
of leaving u behind

my love,
pls
shed no more tears for me

it hurts deep down.

can we work things out together?
guide me tell me scold me direct me
dun get lost in the mist,
lets walk into the future together,
hand-in-hand.

passion turning sour

2008-01-12T20:49:00.000+08:00

im sick
im tired

i wanna quit

2 yrs of r'ship
countless joyful memory
continuously makin of new frenz

yet
politics
stubborn ppl
messy management

i've had enough...

should i?
should i not?

2008

2008-01-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

2007
challenging year is gone!!!!

2008
a welcoming year is on!

jobs r more or less settles...
family members r satisfied..

task left?
to love my baby more
to love her like there's no tml

kekekeke

LOVE U VERY STRONG!!!

love u all~~

WORK WORK WORK

2007-12-19T14:07:00.000+08:00

im aging
i feel myself aging

im getting tired easily lately
im starting my back-to-back 6.30am to 11pm work tml onwards

pray
i wun collaspe
=]

at least sch is over ~
*relief*

lucky me
having some1 to pick me up & tuck me to slp each nite
*sweet*
*muack*
keke
thx my prince~~

diet always start tml ~~

2007-12-11T10:40:00.000+08:00

im getting lazier & lazier...
im getting fatter & fatter...

shit...

my gym plan haven start yet
hahahaha~
it will take forever to start...

seems to be getting out of the scene recently..
not much mood for anythg...
only mood for tv & chips
shit
total shit

i'm always tellin myself im gonna slim down when i start my back-to-back work shifts again...
like mid Dec onwards...
i really hope i could go back to my ab lines soon

=D
dun hate me

i juz have them EASILY

I am in love with this song

2007-12-05T11:52:00.000+08:00

healthy life style

2007-11-29T09:30:00.000+08:00

we bought a BICYCLE !!!

and we r starting our GYM day !!! hahahaha

im gonna slim down ~~

repeat telecast

2007-11-16T10:18:00.001+08:00

its bigger now...

can see ?

repeat telecast

2007-11-16T10:18:00.000+08:00

its bigger now...

can see ?

HEAD LINE HEAD LINE

2007-11-13T11:45:00.000+08:00

and so the story goes like this

MY PARENTS KNEW ABT MY GF

MY PARENTS KNEW I AM GAY

head line of the year
watever

was havin a chat with aunt another day,
she told me abt it.

apparently, mom, who hates lesbo, claimed that
" so wat i know, i cant do nothing abt it wad... "

and dad, the non-of-my-biz one,
" dun let me see her gf, i will slap n beat her to death !!"

oh well...
like i care ...

and veron is so sweet....
she's burning me PSP & many many $$$

den they called yday,
said they're comin AGAIN

31 jan to 14 feb for dad
31 jan to 20 feb for mom

WTF

fantastic.....

excellent.................

im so frustrated.............................................

results

2007-11-11T18:01:00.000+08:00

so this e actual result =]

not as curl as dog ok....

my new hair la !!!!

2007-11-05T01:04:00.000+08:00

this is the process & result

HK$600 parents sponsor

hair still quite smooth after perming

ok la...

sit for 3.5 hr, ass pain lor...

nothing much to write today

guess u all muz be in shock after seein my fotos already

keke

comin bck on mon nite

well actually tue 1230am

sian....

tired die...

lucky baby go fetch me

baby,

xin ku ni la !!!!

study hard,

wear jacket,

drink more water,

dun catch cold ah !!!!!!

PERM PERM PERM

2007-11-04T01:19:00.000+08:00

i hav safely arrived in hk

as planned

i went for HAIR PERM

wat u see on top is STAGE 1

i name it : Brain-Washing-Stage

still hav stage 2 & 3

stay tune for more~

haha

ps. baby ! im missin u like crazy~~~

u call this parenthood?

2007-11-01T10:52:00.000+08:00

dun worry
im strong

i believe in 2 way respect
its jzu a fucking small tattoo
is there such a need to scream n shout?

i duno

i juz dun see the point

yes maybe we do not share a similar mindset
but things are done
history
no U turn

y such screaming then?
cant we talk in peace...
cant we discuss the consequences?
cant we just sit down n talk?

since young im under ur control
i listen to all ur unresonable instructions

i know they r gd for me

but pls
im grown up

i need my space too....
i deserve my rights

pls...

leave me alone.

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

will be back HK from 3-5th NOV
tue 1230am then reach spore
pls avoid callin or sms me
to save our money
=]

worst fight ever

2007-10-28T12:05:00.000+08:00

i bend forward ro re-arrange my bag
my dad accidentally saw my tattoo

fight
quarre;
scream

doomed

18 months, & still counting

2007-10-23T09:13:00.000+08:00

years bck
im still lingering ard pubs discos ktvs streets in town
smoking drinking frowning dreaming time-killing

1 n half yr bck
i met u

life is nv the same
i hav company at nite
n i mean sweet company

forgotten since when u started to slp over
forgotten since when we started slpin with our hands tightly held
forgotten since when we started slping in each other's arms

nvm
dates are not important
the actual warmth im holdin now is more pleasing

parents hav reached spore
i thank u for understnding
for not complaining when i hav to stay over to company them

now
slping with mom has become so boring
no hugs
no kisses
no brushing of back
miss u
miss ur company so much

gotta fly back on 3rd nov
only bck on 5ht nov
pls tahan
i promise i will FLY back to ur arms
to my sweet sweet love

i hav found,
im not letting go.

happy 1 Half my love

ps. hope u enjoy ur BD dinner
*grinz*

love love love

2007-09-28T12:10:00.000+08:00

I HAVE NV LOVE A PERSON SO MUCH B4

u r the 1st & the last

i love u

jean lee

sending my love to u, my precious

2007-09-25T19:51:00.000+08:00

lookin at ur work pile
lookin at ur stressed face
lookin at ur increasing injuries

i really feel pain
seems like a cut everytm u return being stressed up
seems like a stab everytm u said u got injury

i hope my little rubbings,
my little cups of hot tea,
my little effort of aroma therapy,
my little effort of putting a smile on u,
would relief u.
at least a little.

i will tune down my temper..
i will.

juz to make u feel better

dun forget,
im ur angel.
im also ur little devil.
im gonna stick wif u forever !!
HA HA HA

Z o Z

2007-09-18T13:40:00.000+08:00

my body is aching

my frenz r complaining

my parents r nagging

my gf is worrying

perhaps...

im really exhausting myself

QN: debts VS relaxing holidays ?

ANS: i would rather clear the debts 1st, even im very very exhausted, working back to back...

at least, this is the least bit i could do ...

i am ur superwoman

2007-09-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

i am superwoman
mon: 0800-1600 work @ 4seasons
1800-2300 work @ indochine
tue: 0900-1230 sch
1800-2300 work @ indochine
wed: 0900-1700 sch
1800-2300 work @ indochine

thur: 0800-1600 work @ 4seasons

1800-2300 work @ indochine
fri: 0900-1230 sch
1400-2300 work @ kopi & teh

its juz a rough weekly schedule...
well... some of e work places may inter-switch
depend on demands from diff managers
=D

i am superwoman

i thot i am...
yet

i can feel my body breaking down....
soon....

but i cant stop...
i need money....
to settle a lot of problems...
trust me.
really a huge problem.

no more pls...

2007-08-28T15:11:00.000+08:00

death
changes
me

5 funerals
4-eva lost of love ones
3 are closely related to me
2 hosp cases
1 empty-minded me left

been thru alot this yr
really alot
too much to handle
i certainly do not hav such a strong heart for more of those...
pls.. stop...

giv me a break

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love
shows me hope

frenz
family
husband

supported me
or rather
we supported each other

death might be scary,
yet i feel tat human's inner characters are much worse..

im such a lucky bitch,
cos i still hav u by my side..
to go thru all these...

babe,
i dun care wat will happen,
wateva obstacle we're goin to face,
wateva debts we might got into...
i will always be with u

may he rest in peace

2007-08-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

my supper mate
my dear uncle
my i-loved-to-be-made-fun-by-u uncle
my precious uncle astley

is gone

bike accident this morning @ KL

im shocked
speechless
thoughtless

lost of words
back to ciggys

more updates
till i return from his funeral @ msia

funny brains

2007-08-11T04:09:00.000+08:00

嘉仪の脳内

ka yeeの脳内

according to this jap webby,
my CHI BRAIN & ANGMO BRAIN think differently....

lolxxx

go try it !!!

1 more week n i will be free !!!

2007-08-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

exam exam exam

projects projects projects

assignments assignments assignments

im goin crazy...

one more week !!

then im free from accountin & tat bitch !!

meanwhile, fotos updating !!!

it sucks........

2007-07-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

SICK SICK SICK

fever fever fever

accounts accounts accounts

cough cough cough

i hate my damn ass lectucer

i hate my consistent fever

diff types of drowning

2007-07-23T16:12:00.000+08:00

im drowning

in the sea of accounts...

unwillingly...........

im drowning

in the sea of mahjong...

SUPER WILLINGLY !!!

MAKE OVER ROCKZ !!!!

2007-07-01T04:31:00.001+08:00

lucky me...

got picked from some unknown lucky draw from some unknow shoppin mall

got a FREE MAKE OVER

got 2 FREE fotos on a CD ROM

shall share e femme side of me

*GRINZ*

ps. too bad cant go for 2

but i shall hav a weddin-foto-shoot wif my babe soon!!!

1 yr 2 months !!!! 464 days !!!!!!

2007-06-24T02:00:00.000+08:00

rescued e MINI UNO STACKO from baby's dusty room

played back @ hm =D

crazy gals playing 2am

LOLX

1 YR + 2months

celebrated @ MT.EMILY , Wild Rocket restaurant

food is YUMMY ~

baby got Duck Leg & Mojito

i got Sea Bass & Lycheetini

pretty dress N pretty "boy"

droplets in bright daylight

2007-06-05T15:19:00.000+08:00

i thot
we r done with tat topic
i thot so..
i really thot so...

yet...

i couldnt help it
2 drops down,
blink my eyes,
2 drops down,
blink my eyes,
2 more down.

fotos !!!

2007-06-05T14:38:00.000+08:00

stupid woman posing in GiantMart

crazy woman takin foto in Taka toilet

oh.... juz to show my pretty long legs...

yet im still short

shit

1 sweet day @ sentosa

keke

jus to show how XING FU i am

hao lian abit..

LOLX

boyish me

2007-05-23T01:24:00.000+08:00

thx ah cab~

rainbow is also ur station mah...

kekeke =p

having holi for 2 weeks now

sshhh.. dun tel my parents (ah cab keep quiet wor !!)

finally done with my LIT presentation..

super stress.....

well

at least i cross dressed & receive great commends!

(classmates say i handsome wor~)

Next station : RAINBOW

2007-05-17T00:30:00.000+08:00

the nearest MTR station @ my hse in HK

FATED

next station: RAINBOW

-= love is selfish. im so selfish tat im not willing to share a single tiny bit of u with anyone else =-

cry no more

2007-05-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

nv hav someone cry for me
nv hav someone cry in front of me so badly

u seem like a weaken baby
u seem like a made-of-glass precious baby

i have hurt u too deep
i have hurt u too much

full stop.
no more.

there shall be no pain no tears in future.
i promise.

my precious,
u r my dearest.
pls, cry no more.

caught sleeping in class

2007-05-08T15:03:00.000+08:00

*caught red-jacketed slpin in class*

this is the result of

working 2 jobs + schoolin in morning

tiring....

stressed....

i need to destress....

MAHJONG !!!!!

HOLIDAY

2007-04-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

FINALLY
my art assignment is over !!!
arrgghhhh.....

1 week holiday =]
working every single day!!!

yeahie
money money
=p

LOST...

2007-04-17T13:12:00.000+08:00

i know
im always taking
im always being pampered

i dun know
how to give
how to make u happy
how to pamper u
how to make u feel loved

in fact i thot
wat im doin is showing how much i love u

yet
obviously
im wrong

i do not wish to wait till quarrels to arise
then we solve the problem

can someone pls tell me how to show LOVE?

sleepy dog

2007-04-04T16:18:00.000+08:00

sleepy dog...

juz like baby & me these days...

except we really collaspe n bed instead of struggling to stay awake..

LOLx

Enjoy !

FUCK

2007-03-29T16:55:00.000+08:00

wat can or wat shd i do

to make things right?

MUD PIE

2007-03-25T18:41:00.000+08:00

raining heavily after work last nite at clark quay..

impossible to ride in rain,

we sink ourselves into COFFEE CLUB's

MUDDY MUD PIE !!!!

a thick layer of coffee ice cream,

then another thick layer of choco ice cream,

bases wif a sticky chewy choco..

YUMMY !!!

ps. damn fattening too..

yet i hav e room to expend...

HOHOHO~~

pls look at my arms to see y i say i hav room for expension....

Comment PLS

2007-03-22T11:57:00.000+08:00

ok my art work for this sem.

2pid sch.

paid $1500 for ART.

wtf lor.

gotta do a MOSAIC aka small pcs all glued to form a big pic.

decided on rainbow.

my fav symbol.

our symbol.

instruction said e design muz be 80% filled on the board.

is this enough?

or shd i add more?

SUBMISSION date: TML.

so comments pls !!!!

little updates

2007-03-21T14:27:00.000+08:00

had a 'family' wif baby's family..
her dad's BD.
he invited me over.
>.< *excited*

parents were thr, so r e 2 sis.
had an unexpectedly nice dinner.
i mean e atmosphere la...
food is nice.
dad keep tokin to me whole nite..
mom did small portion as well...
keke
make me high all nite.

baby's been sick lately..
took western med, n now trying chinese med.
dun seem to hav improvement.
hmmm....
worried...
she keep coughin n i cant do a thng.
feel like shit.

*huggies* to baby...
will always b ard wif u, no matter wat.

-.-
finally.
i threw stuff tat shd be thrown long ago.
fotos.
memories.
pleased to see u r enjoyin life to e fullest now.
new job. new look.
new life.
bless u....

PS. HERO of the yr: gas uncle tat lives above me,
& send us gas at 10pm sat nite. CLAP CLAP CLAP
=p

a FUCKING yr ahead.......

2007-03-15T00:55:00.000+08:00

ciggy is burning.
life is running.
ppl ard me r getting sick.

worse still, dying.

grandma left in jan,
uncle left on mon.
2mths apart.
my fren's bf left on sun.

wats wrong with the world?

gf is sick, fever n cough, chest pain.
close fren is coughing non stop.
mom is having stomach infection.
i myself ?
bones n back hurting 4eva-ly,
emotionally unbalanced from all e news..

cant ppl ard me juz b healthy n happy?

wat a GD start of yr for me...
i seriously cant take anymore of these........

ADDICTED

2007-03-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

ADDICTED
addicted to mahjong...

patients suffering from similar sickness,
pls 93890234 for treatment.

clinic is located at jalan bukit merah.
doc & nurse on duty wkends only.
day & night.

as this is a serious sickness,
pls refer to us asap.
further dragging will lead to
permenant hand itchyness.
serious case could lead to brain itchyness.

=p

sickening week

2007-03-02T20:12:00.000+08:00

fever since 24th feb...
went down yday.
diarrhoea since yday...
took lots lots of med...

exams over...
went to sch like walking zombie..
no1 dare to to to me...
kaoz...

cant slp at nite,
cant eat more than 3 mouthful...
TORTURE

now its over...
im getting alive again...
finally!!!

ps. 10Q baby =p

NEW hsemate

2007-02-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

found a new hsemate!!
a malaysian gal, wrking in spore.
moving in on 4th mar
n i need to clean up e hse b4 she moves in...

thus...
im offically recruiting CLEANERS
=]
keke
preferably on 3rd mar (sun ma...)
then we could proceed to dinner (steamboat??) at nite...
sound ok?

btw,
salary of e cleaners would be a kiss from me
*bleahz*

happy CNY to all !!

ps. pls SMS me when u see this post,
my hp stolen, lost all contacts!!!

SMS ME

2007-02-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

my HP was stolen...
city hall mrt.
i wanted to move in, ppl wan to move out.
i slide my body n move in smmore.

then i feel my back pocket empty,
FUCK ! HP MISSING !!

i ran out, manage to find my fren who juz alight,
ask her to cal my phone,
shut off le....
WTF !!!

pls sms me for me to add ur number ...
thanks.

ps. using uncle's old phone now, moto v3.
i hate e menu...
>.<

stressed up.......

2007-02-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

forgive me for not being able to catch with ur guys lately
but i really need to settle my housing b4 i could do anythg else.

here goes...

in late jan,
WE had an agreement of givin each other 3months to find flat.
so i rejected my potential interested hsemate-to-be,
and flied back hk to settle grandma funeral wif relief.
then i came back,
and was told that he had signed a contract n movin out on 1st mar.
which means, i hav to find n move out to a new place by 1st mar.
tats like 2 weeks???????
WTF

now with my tight budget n tight time frame,
i hav very little choice,
im not like some1,
who can rent a 2 rm flat at 1k++.....

im so fed up...
yet i can do nothing,
n read classified, call agents,
view alot of flats daily.
daily.

i really hope i could find a new hsemate to TAKE OVER tat room,
or find a suitable flat ASAP.
well of cos,
given a tight time frame,
a REPLACEMNT OF HSEMATE IS BEST !!!

parents spendin CNY in spore.
n grandma's departure,
dun think could spend CNY wif u guys.

steamboat dinner shall be organised after CNY

thank you for ur cooperation.

=p

LOVE n KISSES
(as uaual)
wahahaha~~

e greatness of having MOM

2007-01-31T21:30:00.000+08:00

in case u duno,
i cant swallow pills.
so my kindest MOM,
unplug all capsules,
powdered all my pills.
portioned into small boxes for me to eat.

SUPER BITTER
no choice.

well..
let salute to the dead bodies of the capsules.
FAREWELL.... for now...

who knows how many more i need to take...
before my swell goes down...

ma de.

oh, of cos cant forget my baby...
who would wake up in middle of nites,
to comfort me, wipe my tears,
& hug me to slp again...

^-^ love u

see how swollen my face is?

2007-01-31T21:22:00.000+08:00

i duno...

is this a bad year end or wat...

painful experience keep popping by..

got a sudden gum pain..

went to dentist on mon,

WISDOM TOOTH

plug it out..

but its too deep n huge,

doc gotta cut open,

DIG it out...

i screamed...

pic uploaded...

5 days MC!!

bloody pain...

cant slp, cant eat, cant talk.

pls dun blame me if u wan vomit after seeing my pic.

laughin is allowed though...

- o -

ps. will be flying back to hk for grandma's funeral

onli coming back on sun evening.

anythng pls drop me a mail =]

will be checking everyday

*muack*

take care!!!

birthday gal

2007-01-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

today is my birthday
=]
thank you for all e sms
appreciate all

yet no celebration this yr
due to my grandma's departure.

just had dinner wif family
n wif baby.

22 already...
getting older...
wondering....
wats my 2007 revolution...
my wish?
COMING out to my family
^-^

take care everyone
*hug*

regular maintainence

2007-01-18T10:58:00.000+08:00

facial time !!

as seen above, miss jean suddenly wan do facial...
-.-
so here goes...
2 scary monster taking photo in da room.

cheers everyone...

little cheering photos

2007-01-16T11:28:00.000+08:00

photos taken in hk.

left : me in winter clothes...

still shivering under thick jackets.

right: my estate in hk.

i nv bluff anyone

i really live by the mountain side...

building in brown is my block.

white one is a sec sch nx to my block.

im better already.

gotta fly back to hk for funeral on 1st feb to 4th.

grandma will be in mort,

till we arranged e ceremony n e venue for her.

take care everyone.

thank you baby...

for staying my side...

am recovering from cough..

dun worry..

she is gone.

2007-01-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

grandma is gone.

dad n i reached hosp at 6pm+
she already unconscious.
heart beat detecting machine beside her.
nurse say very bad already.
call every1 to come asap.

except my aunt in spore,
n some young cousins of mine,
all were there.
her heart beat dropping from
30, 24,25,35,87,22,0,30,21,0..
from breathing with diffculty,
to no more movement.
till my eldest cousin arrived,
23,30,0,25,0,34,0,0,0,0,0,0,0
a straight horizontal line.

at least she is gone in peace.

no new yr for me.
no birthday for me.

may grandma rest in peace.

in hk now

2007-01-11T01:13:00.000+08:00

09/01/07 -- 1pm+
received a call from mom
09/01/07 -- 3pm
booked ticket bck hk
10/01/07 -- 8am
on flight bck home, baby send me off
10/01/07 -- till now
crying crying crying
grandma in hosp..
condition very very bad.
cant recognise ppl anymore.
keep begging us to bring her out.
keep saying she very tong ku..
i keep crying...
feel so helpless..
cant do a single damn thing for her...
cant recognise her ...

cant do a single damn thing....

in pain once again

2007-01-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

i thot it will nv come back
i thot i could enjoy e peaceful moment ever after
i thot i could be normal again
i thot...
those r just my silly foolish thots

it is back
furiously
a full-power come-back

it is making me suffer
it is making baby suffer
physically hurting me
emotionally hurting baby

keep away from me...
till i recover...
i do wan to piss of anyone

-.-

PLS READ !!

2006-12-30T01:34:00.000+08:00

ok
im gonna be a little thick skin here

i know my BD is comin =]
& im finding a new place to move soon (real soon)
so...
in order to make all of ur
BLOOD SWEAT money more worthwhile
im gonna make a list of wishes =p

BD wish-list :
1) a hot water flask
2) a mini toaster
3) wall painters (not confirmed yet)
4) steamboat cooking pot
5) mahjong table

PS. do expect late nite mahjong
& OR steamboat at my new hse...

=]
im not selfish k...
im using e above things to organise gathering hor..

BUT...
still no news from agents yet la...
im juz kiasu...
*bleah*

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btw
will be freaking busy these few days
working around e clock in PAR
if miss me,
i could be found there =]
pls msg me 1st if u r comin..
see whether i on shift anot ma...

HAPPY NEW YR !!!

dangerous cooking session @ SENTOSA

2006-12-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

so my sch went to Tourism Acade @ SENTOSA

for a kitchen session, 9am-6pm

fun experience

big & clean kitchen..

nice staffs

groups of 3 to cook:

a) 1 whole roast chicken

b) whipped potato

c) lemon garlic vingartte salad

results:

a) SALTY !!! miss jessy didnt massage e chick equally =p

b) add alot of pepper & salt, poor sharon stir very LONG...

c) SOUR - but after mix with veggy, taste GOOD hor !!

really had a lot of fun & laughter with my dear partners

have fun cuting e chicken as well...

*^-^*

nx wk another session again...

STAY TUNE !

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............

2006-12-12T09:20:00.000+08:00

abit grossy session today...

e pic above is all e skin being peeled off my back..

n e below is my back after a long tanning session sometime ago...

of cos.. those were e past...

now..

im well tanned

KEKEKE

dun jealous k...

I PAID (physically) FOR E NICE TANNING K !!!

new cut = new look

2006-12-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

new hair cur =]

baby look abit army-boy at 1st..

took me sometime to get use to her new style

*^-^*

look so nice hor...

of cos la... stylist style de ma...

after washing at home...

back to grass hair again -.-

quite lazy to blog lately...

been quite home-ly as well...

cooking soup for dinner on wkends again

*sweet*

magical life

2006-11-30T03:02:00.000+08:00

im blind
to all e stares on e streets, when we r holdin hands
im deaf
to all e curiosity y i hav becom wat i am now

yet

i can see
e jealous eyes from my surrounding,
jealous of how a fortunate breed i am.
i can hear
myself awaking from within,
all ready for a new life.

YOU are juz MAGICAL

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juz completed reports, presentations, assignments.
3 mre hrs,
we will b on coach to KL.
for our little get-away!

sentosa !!!!!!!!! bright sun !!!!!!!!

2006-11-23T10:48:00.000+08:00

photos said it all =]

sentosa trip

sun so bright, baby keep rolling on sand to get herself tan all rounded

yet

still refuse to take off her top -.-

nice tan = sun burnt = skin peeling.....

HAPPY 7TH MONTH TOGETHER!!!

10Q baby

2006-11-22T15:03:00.000+08:00

u hav really changed my life

nowadays

i save
save for our travel expenses
save for our rainy days
save for our future

i think
before i buy anythg
before i make any decision
before i spend blindly

i hav normal human life now
no drinking
no smoking
no clubbing
no chionging work w/o slping

thank you baby

u really change me
change
to a better me

new phrase
no regret

KL TRIP soon

2006-11-21T11:42:00.001+08:00

well..........
some1 is complaining tat im too busy to blog..
so i shall blog abit here =]

went to sentosa last sun.
nice tan = sun burnt
back super pain......
bra strips r killing my skin.....
-.-

playing with sand.....
grabbing hard, shaped as solid.
but once lower into sea water,
e solid melts & disappear within seconds.

its juz like love.
u thot u r grabbing hold of it,
u thot u r giving/contributing in e r/s,
u thot ur partner is happy,
u thot,
u thot..........

in reality, its not.
a simple word could juz tear u down.
tear u apart by smashing ur thots.

jus like how water "dissolve" e collected sand.

sometimes
i really wonder wat can i do....
to make u feel at ease........
or be pleased.........

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anyway
will be out of town
KL again
30nov to 3dec
*^-^*

a little get-a-away
to spice up our little plain life....

KISSES TO ALL !!!

KL TRIP soon

2006-11-21T11:42:00.000+08:00

HORNET ATTACK

2006-11-10T00:36:00.000+08:00

DAY 1: cockroach dancing in e kitchen
DAY 2: centipede shaking its way out from uncle kee's bags' of gym shoes
DAY 3: hornet crawling towards our direction(left or right also follow lor...) along my block's corridor

Analysis: 1) we r insects-attractive?
2) we r not in luck?

Response to above: tml go buy 4D.....

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daddy: "do u hav a blog?"
me: ".... no la...."
daddy: "dun bluff la... hav right!"
me: "erm.. yes... "
daddy: "i wan read le..."
me: "erm.... private la...
daddy: " den how com ur frenz can read?"
me: "erm... they r ppl within circle..."
daddy: "ohhh.... so mommy n i r outside circle la... ohhh"

since tat day,
he keep on calling himself " ppl from outside of circle"
-.-
haiz....
daddys r so difficult to handle these days...

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BO:
since ur $$ onli arrive next wk,
u wan me send some soya sauce & salt to u?
at least u can have something to mix with ur noodle
=p
hahahaha

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cat:
any exams soon?
if not we can arrange for dinner soon?
=D

Life is beautiful becos of we believe it & thus make it ....

2006-11-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

"Life is beautiful becasue of & in spite of its ups & downs "

i like this phrase.
it was extracted by a famous english tutor in HK,
which he earned 1 million a yr, by openin his own tution center.

amazing.
he is damn smart.
smart in doing business.

anyway,
e phrase s really good.
life is always full of ups n downs.
among many of them, majorities r unavoidable.
its juz in u, to see how they can affect u.

fact is fact.
take it or leave it.

so y dun we start to look at things at a different angle today,
& discover e beauty of living.

*cheers to all*

quizzy time

2006-11-02T09:52:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person (MET ALREADY!)..And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

try it urself =]
quite true for me....
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

malu.............

2006-10-30T16:18:00.000+08:00

stupid lo...
i cant believe i fell on e floor in e bus!!
was slpin peacefully on bus home juz now..
suddenly e stupid bus uncle DRIFTED e bus...
i was sitting on outer seat of right side of bus..
uncle drifted right....
i fell down...
wakin up in shock, sitting on floor..
bag flied in front n landed in front of me
SO PAISEH !!!!
super malu.............
*>.<*

hate tat uncle....

morale of story : dun slp on bus....

6months & still strong

2006-10-23T16:16:00.000+08:00

6months

nv thought i could settle down

not after tat huge accident in my life

yet

i really did

we really did settle down together

in life, u nv know e ending

every assumption

every belief

could lead to any unpredictable results.

u appeared juz in time when i hav gave up myself

juz when im pouring my time n $ into drinking n clubbing

juz when i thot i deserve no happy ending

*smilez & hugz*

thank you so much baby

i can nv thank u enough...

i thot i dun deserve to dream,

now i do,

i pray for our life time tog,

happily ever after.

a little updates on my hectic life

2006-10-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

Belated BIRTHDAY to BER & BABY =p

sorry baby..
no pressie or card for u...
i know if i said in]m too busy wif work n sch..
its a lame excuse
=[

promise will BU gei ni k ?
*bleahz*

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busy life
as usual

working 2 jobs & having stressful UNI life
is not easy

tests everywk
working in 2 places
planning is very important to me now...

struggling in all 3....
slp is a definite sacrifice

stop asking me to eat more
cos i eat alot already.
wat i need, is rest & slp...

but i dun think i can have tat luxury for e time being.
my manager already planned me to work e whole Xmas...

sorry baby... will try to squeeze time to PEI u k..
so so sorry....

hmmm...
shall we go Msia in End Nov?
we both need a get-away !!!
^-^

oh, & yes,
WE will definitely grow old TOGETHER !

slowly.... i believe i can =]

2006-10-13T03:36:00.000+08:00

thank you thank you so much
thank you FARID FIRDAUS IJAL
1) for screaming with me thru e nite
when im doin my cash out in par
2) for helping me to recount n recount until e
amounts r equal
3) for companying me when im stressed n
yelling at the reports & e com..

*^-^*

thank you jen
for picking my call at 2am to ans my qns
^o^

n thank you baby
for checkin me out at 1+ am
ur voice really cheer me up

ps. ur sleepy voice is juz so adorable... =p

juz completed my acc hmwrk
niteZ ppl ~~

maybe.... maybe not....

2006-10-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

Repeatin mistakes...
still not being able to complete wat i shd knew by now

-.-

maybe
im juz not mean to be in black

ps. twisted my left ankle....
slow motion aunite now....

silly test

2006-10-04T19:56:00.000+08:00

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 60%

Gluttony: 20%

Sloth: 20%

Greed: 0%

Lust: 0%

Pride: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will die a boring death. While dying, you will be jealous of those who die dramatic deaths.

How Sinful Are You?

a wakening msg to all

2006-09-29T00:36:00.000+08:00

an acquintance of mine juz left
i hope he is resting in peace now

his sudden departure makes me realise
life is full of unexpected events
1 min ur here
nx min ur gone
well... i nv know life can b so fragile
until its so near me.

i always believe tat
Regret after u do smthg,
but NV Regret becos u nv do it.

JUS DO IT
dun care wat ppl say
dun care wat pride or watever shit..
but of cos e turnout wont harm any innocent souls.

baby
pls i plead u,
ride wif extra care.
u promised tat u'll take care of me for e rest of our life.
so... I DUN CARE !!
=p
n pls,
be more confident of our r/s,
i know it may not be "approven" by all
i know it will somehow create disagreements between us & our families
but im sure we can overcome all these small obstacles
trust me,
juz like how i hav trusted u &
juz like how i hav put trust in our r/s.

loving u more & more....

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cat:
still got skip sch ?
muz guai guai go sch k...
n hows screamist?
help me te her i REALLY miss her screams now...

an encouraging movie

2006-09-27T00:52:00.000+08:00

Nice movie =]
talkin abt a married lady, switching to becom a lesbian,
juz after she released she fell in love wif a gal,
e florist tat was paid to decorate her wedding event.

a rather logical movie.
it shows how she struggle to face tat nv-happen-b4 feeling,
it shows how she tried to save e marriage,
it shows how she made e final decision.

sweet movie.
when e husband knew abt it,
he let go, for her happiness.
her dad simply said " FOLLOW UR HEART "
her parents even drove her to look for tat florist.

how i wish...
how i wish this could happen to me..
i dun need my parents to send me to look for my gf,
all i need is an encouraging word,
or juz a simple blessing for me n my gal....

well..
im praying...
im praying real hard.
but i believe in myself more.
i believe my gal n i could work out smthg,
to make ppl around us believe,
tat we can have a bright future, as one.

*Love u so much Baby*

study study + food food

2006-09-21T17:09:00.000+08:00

test after test
challenge after challenge

if it wasnt u,
i couldnt have done it

dumpling + maggie mee
mushroom soup + cripsy bread
kit kat fruit choco
pure original flavor YAKULT
sugarless Oo Long Tea
strawberry choco

together with
ur sweet little touch
ur sudden but juz-in-time massage
ur ever flowing LOVE

im hanging on
promised to u
i will n i am studying hard

not to let u down,
n for a better future for us *^-^*

thank you so much baby
love u...

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bo,
dun take ur parents' words to heart k
=]
focus on ur studies now
im sure
giv them some time,
they will understand.
*hugz*

struggling to breathe

2006-09-20T11:10:00.000+08:00

stressed
i am
superly stressed

2months training
been squeezed into
2weeks
im no god
im no superwoman
im juz a normal gal
who wish for more..
who dare for more..

pls
giv me a break

being over-confident or under-estimating myself

2006-09-12T14:06:00.000+08:00

2 tests every week,
on tue & wed , or thurs & fri.
essays
assignments
all due within a week.

training in workplace
stupid me
clumsy me
blur-ish me
pressured to go bck ASAP
certifying after being trained 15+ days

finding a place move
working within my limited budget
try to get it done latest by year end

i thot i was superwoman
now i dun think i am

tried...
tired.......
forcing myself to try harder...

we can make it thru e rain.....

2006-08-28T02:44:00.000+08:00

my aunt is stressing me
ur parents r addin stress on u
ur mom is warning u not to becom a les

i know
all these will happen
both of us know.

neither of us could help each other in talkin to our parents
both of us agreed to prove them wrong by time.
yes baby,
dun worry.
we will stick as 1 till the end.
nothing can separate us.

trust me,
as i hav trust in u.

*hug*

4th month, still veri strong !!!

2006-08-23T19:30:00.000+08:00

bittin e fruity kit kat baby bought for me
lets update my blog abit...
=]

23.8.06 our 4th monthsery~
not a short period
nor a long period
but i know it will go on n on n on...
*^-^*

well...
somethg bad from my past came back
which i thot it nv would...
but after resting for a period of time
unfortunately it did come back
n strong.
but HEY,
brightside is :
im no longer alone.
i need not face it alone.
i hav baby staying by my side
i hav baby supporting me from all angles
e med doesnt seem tat bitter now =p

sch wise...
i managed to transfer to another uni
Uni Buffalo --> Uni of Nevada
from communication to hospitality
well, as my previous grades r not fantastic,
i hav to sign an agreement to maintain grade in the new uni
i dun mind....
as long as i get to study somethg im really intertested in

work wise....
for no reason,
i start to feel stress.
hahahaha
dun ask me y. i also duno.
i even doubt myself if im suitable to be wat i am now.
hmmm...
guess i juz need more time, practice & confidence
*smilez*

told my aunt abt my r/s.
she's over-reacting to it, expected.
she asked me to cease it immediately.
BULL SHIT.
u know i wont... right my dear readers?
decision is made
im clear of wat i wan n wat im doin.
so, she can keep on singing,
while i keep on ignoring.
~_~

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oh i bought a new hp, samsung D600
n i accidentally lost all contacts.
my dear readers,
pls kindly msg me wif ur name in e msg,
so i can re-store my entire add bk...
millions of thanks!!!

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cat,
u better go to sch everyday from nx sem onwards.
althot im not thr to join u,
u still hav little jilly!!!
ok! muz study hard hor !!!

a little flash back

2006-08-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

life is made up of numerous phrases.
no1 know the duration
no1 know the cause
no1 know how
no1 know when is the next 1 starting.
& becoz of the diff phrases,
moving on is an important skill tat evry1 muz know.
to excel in it, is even better.

had been readin some old conversations yday,
forgotten e reason y i saved it..
but re-readin is definitely memory flashing.

looking at the words tat we had used
the tone tat we were into
the hidden meaning tat we tried to reveal.
*smile*
so tat was me in 2yrs bck huh....
funny....
childish...
blinded...

believe it or not,
i did put in my heart n soul into tat r/s.
i really had loved u with all my heart.
i really thot i couldnt live w/o u.

looking back,
e moving on stage isnt tat bad.
i have my frenz by my side.
i occupied myself wif sj... work...
new phrase began.
make new frenz.
learn new things.
have new partners.
all of those,
shaped me into wat i am now.

was readin ur latest doings.
found out from frenz u r doin fine.
hardwrking in sch,
fruitful wkends wif frenz,
working ur way to ur goal.
im really glad to c tat.
happy to c tat u r happy.

mayb u will think tat im being fake..
but
i seriously
wanted to thank u.
for walking with me during tat phrase of my life.
for helping me to shape into a new ka yee now.
for everything tat u hav done for me.

with the past experience,
with the skills & lessons i hav learnt,
with the new goals,
im walking on.
companyed by my love, my frenz, my family,
i believe im on my way to bright future.

Blessing u from deep down my heart,
karie

sori for makin u struggle

2006-08-09T17:03:00.000+08:00

selfish
self-centered
attitude character
i always know my bad points

i hav nv been so happy
ever since my sec.s days
i thot all these r my rewards after all my suffer
i thot all these r wat i deserved
i had really took as granted
til i see u suffer
til i see u struggle
til i see u makin painful decisions

i am really sorry
i really am
i nv thot my little selfish thots will turn out this way
i nv thot it will bring u such troubles
i am sorry baby

ever since u stepped into my life
it only consist nothing but joy & happiness
no pain
no tears
no medication
no loneliness
its juz love & fruitful days
u nv turn me down
u nv make me feel down
n yet
i am e 1 tat do all these....

i should be more mature
i should grow up
i should be more independent

& make u suffer no more
i will not force u to make any decision anymre
i will try my best to understd ur situation
i will try my very best to be a capable gf

i am willing to be wat it takes
for as long as ur future n my future
join as one.

a little update for my hungry readers =p

2006-08-05T11:07:00.000+08:00

so many changes
so little time

1) more responsibilities on job in coffee bean now
2) 2 jobs cutting to 1 ? (pending)
3) changing of Uni. (applying)

arghhh.....
so busy busy busy
so sorry sorry sorry

sorry for :
1) nt havin time for baby
2) nt havin time for frens
3) troubling ppl around me

SORRY AH ~~
PROMISE !!
after all these r settled,
GATHERING DINNER !!!

* hugz*

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baby, thx for being here with me
this is really a crucial period...
im definitely goin to make it with u !!!
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cat,
NO self destruction hor !
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PS. PPL, if i could transfer my Uni course,
I dun need to go USA !!!!
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME !!!

dun stress le la... im here wif u to face everythg

2006-07-28T11:06:00.000+08:00

3months ++ n its still going on
the love is still growing
the bond is still tight

i muz say tat this R/S is really something
it probably forms 1 most important phrase of my life

i muz really thank u
for showering me with love
i muz really thank u
for making me realise how far i can go
i muz really thank u
for supporting me in watever decision i hav made
i muz really thank u
for being there with no matter wat im goin to face soon

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it feels so great
wakin up beside u
every morning~

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bo,
sorri ah...
im not angry la..
juz busy lately
shall reply ur mail soon~~
muackz~~

OURAN HOST CLUB !!! my love--> HANI SAN !!!

2006-07-17T17:45:00.000+08:00

im hooked
by this anime

im hooked
by my baby

however

im unhooked
from 1 of my bad habits,
a very bad one...
but becos of determined in achieving a COMMON GOAL
im unhooked
*^-^*

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suddenly,
my life is full of colours now...
thank you baby~~

ZOUK nite out !!! pic will be up soon~

2006-07-14T12:17:00.000+08:00

ZOUK last nite....
silly baby nv prepare spare batt~
video cam half way den no batt...
gulity... kekeke

its ok la... its over.
we can cover our guiltiness by doin a nice nice presentatn for CARY
^-^

had great fun last nite...
dancing wif DATING n AH NI !!
muhahahaha~~
nv see DaTing so high b4 =p
n of cos, dancing wif my baby was so so so blood rising~~
*^o^*

life's abt e same.
sch n work n pak tor~
living happily in my newly wedded life~
im juz so in love...
HOhoHO~

our statement

2006-07-03T20:28:00.000+08:00

challengin our lives may seem,
tiring our lives may be,
but i know,
we can overcome all,
& prove to e world tat WE R MEANT TO BE.

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BO
ur drowning in ur love river already...
dun 4get me hor!!!

confession : im guilty

2006-07-01T01:01:00.000+08:00

i duno y
im getting more nasty nowadays...
i can get mad or get irritated easily..
it could juz be a simple line by some1
it could juz appearance of some1 unknown to me
it could juz be a casual word from any1
i duno...

wats wrong?

i feel tat e FEAR deep down me is resurfacing..
floating n growing from within...
n its growing dangerously fast.

yes,
i admit,
im unreasonable,
im demanding... alot in fact,
im selfish.. nv really spare u a thot,
im .....

=.=

im juz too afraid to lose u.

i definitely dunwan history to repeat.

SHOPIN IN KL

2006-06-26T01:36:00.000+08:00

part of things we bought from e KL trip
=]
PART OF ONLY !!!

shall post a long post abt e trip later...
lazy now la.........

evrythg feels so gd now....

2006-06-14T02:38:00.000+08:00

1month + 10days
im so in love
^-^

have been workin madly
2 jobs n studies...
i deserve HOLIDAY !!
so..
im finally goin MSIA after bein in spore for 10yrs...
im be away to KL frm 16-19jun
im still rchable =]
sms me ya~

haven been catchin up wif my loved ones..
i promise i will when im bck ya!!

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Bo,
hw r u in AU?
everythg ok?
=]
miss tokin to u....
*muackz*

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hmm...
enjoyin myself being a beloved kitty now
*meow*
=^-^=

juz bored in classs....

2006-05-30T16:32:00.000+08:00

sch is BORING
lectures that last for 4 hrs....
everyday...
can die...

BO: i miss u!!!!
when can i see u again???

Cat: pls take care urself
really misssin u in sch....
our gossip times...
our bullying-jilly-times....
wahahaha

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U:
love really change a person.
for u, im changin to a better one.
trust me,
we are goin to walk to our future tog.
against all odds.
be gulty no more,
im fully recovered.
we will hit e roads tog again =]

happening week sia.......

2006-05-22T15:59:00.000+08:00

im sorry
for not updating for such a long time

been busy at work since i came bck spore

2 part tm jobs n full tm study
im exhausted
yet
im ok
no worries
im superwoman
=]

met an accident last tues
wounded both my ankles
1 got infected
baika in process

no worries
im fine

n dear,
pls dun b gulity
im perfectly fine
its juz cuts
n ur here to be my walking sticks rite ?
*bleahz*

this small incident will only bond us together
more intensively.
dun u ever dare to leave me
HOHOHO ( jilly said merry xmas.... -.-)

went to temple,
had e blessin.
sayin bye bye to beef =]
in return for e blessin for both of us *nod*

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BO:
sori la my love
im no longer missin la...
no need search me la
keke
miss u ah !!!!!

cat:
pls take care n recover ASAP
jilly is killing me....
drawing all over my papers.....
-o-

U,
i mean wat i said.
we will be fine.
stay low
time will prove.

DISMISS !!!!!!

::::::::::::: following is by jilly (my silly princess clazmate):;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
romeo and juilet will have a happy ending just wait and see stupid CKY!
RAWRS

comin bck spore.....

2006-05-12T03:32:00.000+08:00

broke
after shopping for so many days in hk
comin back soon =]
abt 45 hours later
keke
*^-^*

cant wait to see u

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cat: hws sch so far?
got go sch wif 2pid jilly?
=p

BO: miss u suddenly...
hw r u la?
*muackz*

im always at fault

2006-05-07T00:56:00.000+08:00

kan ni nah...
sori for e usage of improper words
but im juz pissed off
seems like watever i do watever i say
also wrong

i know.
im supposed to company my parents
but i muz admit its boring to be plainly wif them.
so i alternate days wif them n frenz.
maybe im abit too much.
but i hope they understd,
im young n playful.

.....................
i juz wan go bck now....
lie on my bed in tiong bahru
n pretend nothing have happened.

8 more days !!!

2006-05-06T01:34:00.000+08:00

8 more days
im coming bck soon !!!

well
time really flies...
it seems like yday that im bck in hk
in less than 1 day
my travellin pals will b bck in spore
bck in their love's arms...
when is my turn????????

waaaahhhh!!!!
-.-
its ok...
my turn soon...
i shall company my family 1st....

8 more days...

counting down...

2006-05-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

u r freakin me out...
pls take care urself...
sick le muz see doc de..
rotting wun help de..

im worrying like hell here..
worried u will lost ur way ( n u did..)
worried u will get sick( n u DID !!)
worried u wun eat well
worried u wun slp well....

wah....
im missin u like crazy...
counting down...

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it was his BD
so i drop off a small pressie at his hse
no response from him
its ok
i know time wun go bck
he may not even be frenz wif me
but
i juz hope my little note
did show my care to him
i hope we r still frenz